well, maybe not..

[eonblue_inmay]

k, ppl have to learn how to work the comps first...

anyway, last nite he was mad because he needs more sex than i can give him. i only see him on weekends right now cuz im goin to skool. i can understand that, and im going to try to come see him during the week for at least a couple hours. i miss him so badly during the week, but at the same tyme ive just got so mush stuff to do... sigh, but i love him and ive got to be more considerate of his needs and emotions as well. i have to admit that i dont think ive been paying as much attention to him as i should, or as he needs... cancers, so emotional

he doesn't believe (it seems) anything i say to him. i say i miss him, he doesnt believe me, i say i want the sex to, he doesnt believe me, i say im attracted to him, he says no im not. i say i love him, he tells me not as much as he loves me. that last bit is somewhat flattering, and that i can give him a hard dick with a peck on the cheek or a hug, but it's still insulting that he doubts the love i have for him...

goddamn... gotta restart the comp... be back in a bit... today? i dunno, depends on yer definition on 'a bit'