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Mar 30, 2005 22:01

i hate writing in this thing, i never know where to start.
i felt like shit today.
partly because aarincoprse brought a plague into the house, and now im sick with it
think its just a stomach bug, and then today i realized what day it was
4 years ago today one of my best friends Chris committed suicide.
stupid ties to people. its spring, i love spring a time of growth and hope
the light side of the year, the side that me and a few others thrive in,
thi link brings me down everytime for these few days, but honestly i dont know why
i complain, i dont want to cut the link, because wherever he is, im sure he needs it
also, yea i lost alot of friends around this time of year
aside from chris, my best friend mike was charged for murder and sentenced april 3rd 2000
those who know me well, know all about mike.
but ive known mike since i was 4, though weve grown into two seperate beings entirely
i still love him like a brother, he was the one that was always there for me.

anyways yea, ill be ok, i think this post is more for anyone who is feelign anything, and wondering what it mkight be, maybe me.

Joe.
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