Apr 14, 2005 20:00
Highlighter84: why did you "hello" me earlier?
O35792 5: oh i apologize for saying hello.
Highlighter84: apology accepted
O35792 5: i really really dislike you :-
O35792 5: :-D
Highlighter84: yet you keep talking to me. oh and about the message you sent a while back. why would you think I was heart broken? thats just funny. I'm not, I'm ajust a little hurt that someone I thought was a genuine person was really just some character you made up
O35792 5: you're a stupid uninteresting queen. period :-)
Highlighter84: wow that one hurt
Highlighter84: your opinion is so improtant after all
Highlighter84: this coming from someone whose nothing but a product of their friends after all
O35792 5: it is to people who actually realize that i'm better than them. dont worry. one day you'll catch up.
Highlighter84: sorry I try not to back track on the amotional maturity much but nice of you to comment
Highlighter84: *emotional
O35792 5: i like the fact that you keep telling me i'm immature when really i just liked to play head games because i'm smarter than you.
O35792 5: and it worked :-)
O35792 5: chris, criss, and i know the truth. and because we realize moral truth, we are better people than try-to-be psudeo intellecuals like yourself.
O35792 5: and its so easy to fuck with people who are completely oblivious to the world. enter drew.
Highlighter84: that was no head game michael. that was an emotional game. I choose to be trusting because it's better than living in fear that someone is not genuine. but I'm also strong enough to take it when that turns out to be false
O35792 5: well it was an emotional game too. that was the fun part. and trusting? please.
Highlighter84: you'll never have what I do....you'll always cut people off and pretend not to care when it becomes clear they actually like who you're pretending to be
O35792 5: i played you like my last pawn and i won. thats all that matters.
O35792 5: i actually just wanted to see what drew was all about
O35792 5: i wanted to experience the hype
Highlighter84: and?
O35792 5: and then when i found out that your reputation had nothing to do with who you really were, i got angry and decided to just fuck with you.
Highlighter84: did you figure out the hype is bullshit....it's just me
O35792 5: sure
O35792 5: and i don't just cut people off and pretend not to care.
O35792 5: i honestly don't care.
Highlighter84: I never asked for hype. and I certainly never asked to meet someone so jealous of my hype that they would try to play me and fail miserably not realizing I really can't be hurt by half ass loser like yourself for long
O35792 5: thats laughable.
O35792 5: i wasn't jealous of your hype, i just wanted to see what it was all about.
O35792 5: and i didn't fail.
O35792 5: you "felt something"
O35792 5: and when you did, i won.
Highlighter84: I still do. I still think someday you'll realize if you ever need someone to be there you can always come to me. you can you know. you don't have to have such a hard shell
Highlighter84: just remember you have a friend if you need one alright
O35792 5: why are you trying to be decent with me?
O35792 5: the only reason you had hype is because you're a slut.
O35792 5: and thats it.
O35792 5: no one knows your for being smart or caring
Highlighter84: wow you really did fail at getting to know me
O35792 5: that wasnt my intention at all.
Highlighter84: try actually talking to my friends sometime
Highlighter84: so you want me to fit into your little slut theory and yet I try to show my heart and you push that away? thats paradosical
Highlighter84: *x
O35792 5: you didnt show me your heart
O35792 5: i'm just disappointed that you are such a communist.
O35792 5: which is the zenith of evil.
O35792 5: i really hope you realize the truth one day. i vaguely tried to help you, but you're too far into your sexuality to accept it.
O35792 5: i mean, someone who abandons their religion to acquire a comfort level with their sexuality is never going to be strong enough to carry around any kind of moral truth.
Highlighter84: no i believe you have this confused my religion abandoned me, it made me an outsider when i did nothing but try to live a moral life
Highlighter84: you are clearly the person with a problem you think being gay is immoral and yet you are
Highlighter84: take some time and then get back to me when you ACTUALLY have something intelligent to say
O35792 5: you didn't give up mormanism, you gave up christ.
O35792 5: and i don't think its immoral to be gay.
Highlighter84: you misspelled mormonism and christ is a figment of your imagination
Highlighter84: apparently you do
O35792 5: apparently how
O35792 5: where do you get this from?
Highlighter84: my religion didnt accept me for who i was so i had to leave
Highlighter84: they dont accept homosexuality
O35792 5: that is selfish
O35792 5: and you abandoned christ
Highlighter84: so i didnt abandon it, it failed me
Highlighter84: there is no christ
O35792 5: damn you are sooo going to hell.
Highlighter84: what dont you understand about this
Highlighter84: good
O35792 5: besides that ...
Highlighter84: thats where everyone is going anyway
Highlighter84: if there is such a place
O35792 5: you admitted to me your desire to be a slut! which just proves you will do anything to appease your sexual desires!
O35792 5: which makes you a slut
Highlighter84: wow you really need to let go of the slut thing
Highlighter84: its bringing you down
O35792 5: no it isnt
O35792 5: i'm just saying that you hold onto your sexuality like its a cock. literally.
O35792 5: and it makes you look like an idiot
Highlighter84: its the best ride ive ever had
Highlighter84: why
Highlighter84: b/c i accept myself
O35792 5: how can i respect someone who says something like "i want to go to the dock and hook up because it's fun" and "i want to be a twink"
Highlighter84: yeah i said those things jokingly
O35792 5: you were not joking.
O35792 5: you spent your tax return money on clothes that help you fit the motif.
Highlighter84: the dock was long ago a place i spent time but now its somewhere that poser loser ass retards go
Highlighter84: so i can no longer frequent it
Highlighter84: i bought clothes b/c i work hard
Highlighter84: im sorry i enjoy shopping
Highlighter84: is that illegal?
O35792 5: so now you're just pulling your pants down on the highway
Highlighter84: i didnt hear any complaints
Highlighter84: slut
O35792 5: excuse me?
Highlighter84: you only wish you could be only half as good as me
O35792 5: you called me a slut and now i'm calling you out to explain explain explain, varify, validate, etc.
O35792 5: hahahahah!
Highlighter84: ok you fooled around with me but there was no emotional connection
Highlighter84: by definition you are a slut
Highlighter84: welcome to the club
O35792 5: drew i used you.
Highlighter84: your membership will arrive in 8-10 business days
Highlighter84: you still fooled around with me
Highlighter84: still counts
O35792 5: i fooled around with you. that doesnt make me a slut. YOU are a slut. want to compare numbers? how many people have you fucked/blown/jacked off/made out with?
O35792 5: i'm at .... 5/8/9/11
O35792 5: or are you too stupid to count that high?
Highlighter84: my numbers dropped off over a year ago. I was most definitely a slut long ago and thats all you have on me....so try to insult the me I've become. or are you too busy "not caring" to know who that is
Highlighter84: you don't fool me
Highlighter84: I know who you are....a loser with no drive in life that doens't include hurting people...wow how christ like
O35792 5: wow.
Highlighter84: so now whose going to hell
O35792 5: i'm going to skip the two page retort and just call you a fucking idiot.
O35792 5: you are a god damn commie!
Highlighter84: cause thats out of the ordinary
O35792 5: you are the reason that our country's moral value is declining and the reason that gay people are bashed!
O35792 5: you give me a bad name and i resent you for it.
Highlighter84: hey the line for the time machine to the cold war forms to the left
O35792 5: your sarcastic quips aren't going to save you from realization. they will just delay it.
O35792 5: just admit to me that you are a horrible person and all will be well.
Highlighter84: yeah thats me i only head the alliance at UC, i support other gay people and you only seem to tear yourself and them down
Highlighter84: i am going to return to my first point that you are not comfortable with your sexuality b/c it does not fit into a neat little package, it in fact goes against everything you believe
Highlighter84: reconcile yourself with your God and then talk to me
O35792 5: you head the alliance which is a group that funds and supports murder and theft. you support other gay people's erections - not their problems.
Highlighter84: ive been there and done all of this you have many many years ahead of you before you get where i am
O35792 5: why do you assume i'm uncomfortable with being gay?
O35792 5: many years?
O35792 5: if i sucked 200 dicks i'd be where you are.
O35792 5: and i think i could do that in a couple days.
Highlighter84: well the mass murder for april lost funding but luckily wwe still have may. hope the ufb board approves it
Highlighter84: god you're such an idiot
Highlighter84: we support peoples ability to think for themselves about their sexuality and not let others tell them how to think....case in point, michael
O35792 5: explain how i'm an idiot. you've tried proving to me and the libertarians that you're an intellectual but you've failed pretty miserably. care to recompensate?
Highlighter84: actually I've never tried proving anything to them they don't even exist to me for the most part. and the only thing I wanted to prove to you is that you aren't fooling me with your fake ass apathy
O35792 5: drew, to sum you up - you're a stupid, presumptious liberal faggot with no redeeming qualities and whenever you showed any kind heartedness it was because you had cum on your mind.
Highlighter84: why would you put compliments like liberal and faggot in that attempt to insult me
Highlighter84: a bit inconsistent wouldn't you say
O35792 5: .... liberal is not a compliment.
O35792 5: liberalism is close to communism.
Highlighter84: and libertarianism is close to absent mindedness
O35792 5: i'm gay. chris is gay. criss is gay. you are a faggot.
O35792 5: how the fuck is libertarianism close to absent mindedness?
O35792 5: you obviously don't know what libertarianism is, you presumptious whore
Highlighter84: could you please try some new adjectives
O35792 5: i'm using the ones that best describe you
Highlighter84: when you decide to think for yourself you might turn out ok
O35792 5: who thinks for me?
Highlighter84: until then I'm sorry your a big enough idiot to think some 2000 year old dead man gives two shits about you
Highlighter84: and your internalized homophobic friends are just as bad if not worse
Highlighter84: you aren't strong enough to love yourself for who you are....so my attempt to study you are complet. you are just plain weak
O35792 5: cut the bullshit, bitch. i am not my friends. chris is not me. start attacking me and forget blaming my friends for who i am.
O35792 5: lol.
O35792 5: drew, i love myself more than anything. it's you who hates himself.
O35792 5: you look in the mirror everyday and see ever teaspoon of cum you've swolloed
O35792 5: you see that YOU are weak because you abandoned a whole belief system so you could feel comfortable taking it up the ass
O35792 5: and now its come back to make you feel horrible
O35792 5: you ran away. you are a coward.
O35792 5: you support murder, theft, and immoral behavior.
O35792 5: you are a communist.
Highlighter84: my time is yours whenever you nee something. I actually am a caring person you know. so stop trying to build a false image in your mindto make this easier for yourself
O35792 5: why would i try to make things easier for myself?
Highlighter84: haha wow you honestly think I'm completely oblivious to your facade
O35792 5: and my friends and i ... we love you. because you epitomize everything we hate.
O35792 5: facade?
O35792 5: please?
O35792 5: come on, talk to me. be the bigger man.
O35792 5: don't abandon me, drew. i'm not your parents.
Highlighter84: you mean the parents I see and talk to on a regular basis
Highlighter84: nice assumption dickweed
Highlighter84: or maybe your dad would like to help yoyu accpet yourself....oh wait
O35792 5: my dad is bi, you idiot
Highlighter84: my point exactly you half wit
Highlighter84: you ponder that and I'll be at sitwells
Highlighter84: later
O35792 5: im coming
O35792 5: well actually not
O35792 5: i hate you bye <3
O35792 5: put your away message up so i can read your last word pathetic retort to everything i've said to you
Highlighter84: bye buddy:-D
O35792 5: and dont forget to end it with a buffy quote, faggot.
Highlighter84: ok then
Highlighter84: if you insist
O35792 5: hurry up.i have a headache, i needa good laugh.
Highlighter84: heres a good one for you then...
Highlighter84: a smart libertarian walked into a bar
Highlighter84 is away at 7:35:31 PM.
O35792 5: :-)
Auto response from Highlighter84: sitwells for coffee with thom and jess :-D
...oh and here you go (by request)
"I may be dead but I'm still pretty...which is more than I can say for you"
O35792 5: there we go.