meh
i'm ragin right now. mostly cos i didn't get prince tickets. cos i forgot today was sale day. but the thing that annoys me most is that stitt has some. i know that's sly to say but it really pisses me off. i don't want stitt to like prince. i don't want him anywhere near prince. it makes me sick to think of him going and me not. and i know he's lovinit. he's always trying to get one over on me with him cos he knows its the one subject i surpass him with knowledge in *not that i usually give a fuck, i just hate that he has to usurp EVERYTHING i seem to love*
so yeh, stitt really annoyed me today. and i don't have prince tickets. so don't fuck with me today.
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Edit:
i'm actually more annoyed at myself than anything else. the shame of shouting *metaphorically cos like, it was on msn* at stitt just cos he got tickets and i didn't. i mean what the fuck is the deal with that, giving off at him for it was just stupid. he did nothing wrong. i just knew if i had've been standing beside him getting told that he'd got prince tickets he'dve had a huge "look how awesome i am" look in his fuckin eyes. i hate that every time he does something i'm jealous of i give off that he does it to annoy me. fuckin rages me. now he's annoyed with me and i'm not annoyed with him, even though i still have it in my head that he wanted to piss me off. why should he want to piss me off? well actually, that's a dumb question. stitt tends to want to fuck with me without even realising it. i think he tries to impress or something but it ends up annoying the shit out of me cos i get very jealous with stitt. i think he knows just what to do to make me jealous of him.. yet he aaaaaaaalways acts like he doesn't realise it. bleh. either way, i still over-react. bleh.
so yeh, stitt really annoyed me today. and i don't have prince tickets. so don't fuck with me today.
e
Edit:
i'm actually more annoyed at myself than anything else. the shame of shouting *metaphorically cos like, it was on msn* at stitt just cos he got tickets and i didn't. i mean what the fuck is the deal with that, giving off at him for it was just stupid. he did nothing wrong. i just knew if i had've been standing beside him getting told that he'd got prince tickets he'dve had a huge "look how awesome i am" look in his fuckin eyes. i hate that every time he does something i'm jealous of i give off that he does it to annoy me. fuckin rages me. now he's annoyed with me and i'm not annoyed with him, even though i still have it in my head that he wanted to piss me off. why should he want to piss me off? well actually, that's a dumb question. stitt tends to want to fuck with me without even realising it. i think he tries to impress or something but it ends up annoying the shit out of me cos i get very jealous with stitt. i think he knows just what to do to make me jealous of him.. yet he aaaaaaaalways acts like he doesn't realise it. bleh. either way, i still over-react. bleh.