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when was the last time you meant anything to anyone? I cannot recall. I feel remorse. I feel shame...Nothing happened, Chris. Nothing. You kissed her on the lips, closed mouth and drunk. Sure, You haven't seen/felt love in hours, maybe years. I cannot see five feet ahead of me. Do you know who sees this? Can you feel anymore? sex and dirt. sex and dirt. sex, dirt and music. never before has it been so simplified. at the end of the night, I lie alone with my headphones in. fuck me. this is just bitter, lonely and sad. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. this misery overwhelms me. I sleep uneasy tonight (children). drunk. I wish I was high. I wish I was high so that right now nothing meant anything. I felt that once...fuck. how many more times can I say fuck tonight? not enough. the dirt in my thoughts clouds the....ashdofihweionrwkejroeweuout. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing peyton. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothgin. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing.