Ugh.
I feel really really dumb. I talk and write like I’m still in middle school - my level of thought is often at the same place, too. Can I not produce anything better because I’m rushed for time, or because I just am not as smart as other people? What if I just don’t have many interesting thoughts or remotely meaningful and/or relevant observations? Am I going to plod along doing everything in a mediocre fashion in my career ’cause I’m just not as smart or cut out to be an intellectual? Maybe they should send me back to the office to translate camera and printer releases because I don’t know how to be brilliant or spectacular with what I’m most interested in. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I just want more more more
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