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im sorry all of you for being an ass today i had a dream, the worst nightmare ever. i saw my sister and a guy that looked like me but didnt look like me he was all manic and shit. there was a pistol lying on the floor and the guyy picked it up told my sister to turn around and then he shot her in the back of her head. after that he pulled out a paper and pen, and wrote:"the evils that consume us as human beings is too great a strain and i feel i have taken all too much. i will not allow my sister (at this point we know it is me) to suffer so she and i are leaving. I feel this world is gods greatest flaw, its malignant hatred consuming all around it with a fiery passion beyond control. the fact that i am writing this and going through with this shows a humans greatest flaw, greatest imperfection, the instablity , but what does it matter? we are all ignorant little thorns cutting into each other and unstable as we know we are, we go on acting like we have control, but we dont.
love always to all those
who cared to love me back,
christian."
that is why i was in that bad mood
love always to all those
who cared to love me back,
christian."
that is why i was in that bad mood