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i am just so mad so much of the time these days. and what do i do about it? i smoke and i curse and i pull at my hair. each day the sky opens and the alarm clock blares and i am forced to swallow time, the seconds rolling down my throat like large glass marbles and i just keep feeling heavier and heavier. i'm 20 years old now. no more teen angst, it's time to grow up. time to quit smoking and to brush my teeth with clock-work regularity and go to bed at midnight and never be late for work again. time to stop updating livejournal when i'm supposed to be working...