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i'm so so so so so so proud of him ♥ he was saying how his voice wasn't working on twitter yesterday morning and i was worried for him. and before he went up to perform he tweeted again saying how his throat was sore and just ): i was getting anxious waiting for his performance (after BEAST performed) and i'll admit, i was satisfied that they put him towards the end. at least it shows that he's still important which is a good thing ♥ but there were parts that were painful to watch because you could tell he was struggling and towards the end he didn't even bother holding one of the long notes, letting the back track take over for him ): slkdjf SORRY GUYS, I AM BEING RIDICULOUS AND FINDING EXCUSES FOR HIM AND JUST )): ♥ i just wish he'd take care of himself/his voice more because it's no longer at it's peak, and i don't want him to have to get surgery like hwanhee.
BEAST's performance last night was just fucking slfkjdslkfjdf ♥ i was really *___________* the whole time watching it live from streaming lol. disappointed that only junhyung and yoseob had mics but what can you do. i hope they all have mics tonight otherwise i will be very upset ): also doojoon was singing quieter than usual and magnae was just ... loud. haha also WANT THE JEAN OUTFITS OKAY DNW THESE ONES!! DNW THE STUPID OUTFIT JUNHYUNG WAS WEARING! sobs.
this entry is pointless. but fandom is starting to look up lately ♥