these walls will crumble
At the end of the day things have drastically changed. Everything that we knew, or thought we knew, has been taken away. Right now, I'm in a state of confusion. With that, I'm going to take a hiatus from fandom entirely. Forgive me if this sounds selfish but I need time to sort out my feelings. I need time to differentiate between what is real and what isn't. I can honestly say that my feelings have changed, but that doesn't mean that I've stopped caring about them. I think this is what makes it hurt the most.
However, please don't let this fandom disintegrate and continue to point fingers and blame people for not doing such and such. This fandom is still precious to me, the memories that have come with this fandom is still precious. Like I've said before, fandom doesn't have to be black or white. If you're going to continue to support 2PM please do so and be united for the cause of supporting the group. Let's not judge other people for their change of views because we're all feeling the same thing. We can't isolate people based on views and differences of opinion, please let's not. This fandom has been split down the middle for six months. It's time to disregard these differences and stand united, support those who are no longer sure, because this is what fandom is all about. It's about supporting each other, going through the hard times with each other no matter what.
For those who haven't lost faith in the boys please look out for them for me. I will always love 2PM, no matter what, I still care for them because they are human with flaws just like every one of us. There may be no excusing their behaviour but they are people, and we may never know the real truth. Please don't doubt my feelings for them, they have made me happy in the past and for that reason alone, I will always be thankful to this group.
Right now though, I will admit that I am shaken. I loved this group based on the fact that they were friends, brothers - a family to the core who loved one another regardless of anything. With my view of them shattered like this, I need time to take a step back and think.
I hope you will understand why ♥
However, please don't let this fandom disintegrate and continue to point fingers and blame people for not doing such and such. This fandom is still precious to me, the memories that have come with this fandom is still precious. Like I've said before, fandom doesn't have to be black or white. If you're going to continue to support 2PM please do so and be united for the cause of supporting the group. Let's not judge other people for their change of views because we're all feeling the same thing. We can't isolate people based on views and differences of opinion, please let's not. This fandom has been split down the middle for six months. It's time to disregard these differences and stand united, support those who are no longer sure, because this is what fandom is all about. It's about supporting each other, going through the hard times with each other no matter what.
For those who haven't lost faith in the boys please look out for them for me. I will always love 2PM, no matter what, I still care for them because they are human with flaws just like every one of us. There may be no excusing their behaviour but they are people, and we may never know the real truth. Please don't doubt my feelings for them, they have made me happy in the past and for that reason alone, I will always be thankful to this group.
Right now though, I will admit that I am shaken. I loved this group based on the fact that they were friends, brothers - a family to the core who loved one another regardless of anything. With my view of them shattered like this, I need time to take a step back and think.
I hope you will understand why ♥