life.

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i dont want things to change. i dont want to be a senior. i dont want to lose nick. i dont want the responsibility. i dont want to go to college, have to make new friends. i dont want to lose ashley, or ian. i dont want to leave my mom. what will she do with herself when i am gone? i dont want to have to make my portfolio because nothing will ever be good enough, for my standards. i dont want to run out of ideas, but i have none now.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

i hope no one reads this thing anymore.

fuck.