god i love/hate him.

[enviousxbunnie]

inpain4u: the truth in all the lies.
i karekano: do they begin with you?
inpain4u: god i miss you babydoll.
i karekano: why do you call me that?
inpain4u: the level of obvious surpasses the answer,"ginny"
i karekano:oh..i get it now "aidan"
inpain4u:i need to read that again.
i karekano:yeah...being here i realize no one but you misses
me.
inpain4u:i never have been enough.
i karekano:it's not like thay larry.
inpain4u:oh but it is, you want "him"...NOT me!
i karekano:don't start that.
inpain4u:...what?
i karekano:when you get mad for no reason.
inpain4u: WELL BABYDOLL...THIER IS A REASON!!!you will NEVER
want me the way i want you...you give your attention to these guys who would rather fuck your best friend.
i karekano:...
inpain4u:like steven....and jeff.
i karekano:stop.
inpain4u: and joey and ....
i karekano: STOP!
inpain4u: matt.
i karekano: god fuck you.
inpain4u: im sorry...but i love you and i'll do anything to make you love me too.
i karekano: your krazie.

i signed off.

i don't understand why i torture myself this way...