Dec 14, 2004 01:41
Things are jsut going terribly for me. I've gained 4 lbs to put me 2 lbs over the 300 mark which SUCKS ASS, I cna't pay my bills becsuse I don't make enough money, and the IRS has put a levy on ym checking accout which makes it 100 times harder to pay my bills, which are all due right now! I can't believe it. To make thigns suckier, the guy I thought was great turns out not to like me like that, BIG SURPRISE. i guess i am used to that but it makes things so difficult.
I am seriously thinking that I need to file for bankrupcy or something because i jsut don't know how much longer i can do this jugling act. Paying some bills here and some bills there. It is a horrible way to live. Just horrible.
I hsve a friend who doesn't have a job and can stll pay his bills, life jsut isn't fair. He made half what I did when he was working and could still afford to dave money. I cna't afford to PAY everything each month, let alone save extra money. I am in a hole and it is so deep I can't see the top anymore. I jsut dont know how im going to survive. It is as simple as that.