And I find myself here again.
Hi y'all-
So, kinda got back into the writing sphere about a month ago.
I decided to take the same story but change the perspective from third to first. It is easier to connect and write the female characters story-lines this way but I also have to dig deep and find the monster within the man for most of my male characters.
It was working- and then full stop not. So here I find myself to get into the "write about me" then "write about them".
The story works on a cyclical year with seasons and regional changes. I am finding the summer all encompassing and exhausting to write in a fabulous way. I have a lot of monsters in my cast but that is ok. I like my monsters. They are apart of me... apparently.
I have asked quite a lot of people to read a few floater chapters. I think I need to stop that. I think the validation from people enjoying the work was deterring me from doing the hard work and getting the f-ing thing done. So - I will simply write and when it is completed-ish I will ask someone to sit down and go through the whole thing... ??... it's a plan, i guess.
Had a good day- not always having good days- but the last few have been ok. No tv - it's a great new world and we are able to go outside!! amazing. I cannot wait for the park and I cannot wait to visit Ness in Kemptville once we can walk outside here and go there for a full Sat or something. I am excited to go to PEI and I am excited to go to the cottage. I want to swim and I want to bbq and have people over.
I definitely got a twenty minute walk in today- ALONE, and so I was able to zone in on my inner self- be it for good or bad- but I was able to just think and just breath.
Thinking about driving - a lot - not any where closer to getting this done
and love that my itunes reflects my 18 year old self and I still love it.
Tired.
and in a Potter-hole literate-ly but it is cozy in here. I think I might just enjoy it a tad longer.
I might need a couple of these entries to get back to my former glory.
Peace.
Arc
So, kinda got back into the writing sphere about a month ago.
I decided to take the same story but change the perspective from third to first. It is easier to connect and write the female characters story-lines this way but I also have to dig deep and find the monster within the man for most of my male characters.
It was working- and then full stop not. So here I find myself to get into the "write about me" then "write about them".
The story works on a cyclical year with seasons and regional changes. I am finding the summer all encompassing and exhausting to write in a fabulous way. I have a lot of monsters in my cast but that is ok. I like my monsters. They are apart of me... apparently.
I have asked quite a lot of people to read a few floater chapters. I think I need to stop that. I think the validation from people enjoying the work was deterring me from doing the hard work and getting the f-ing thing done. So - I will simply write and when it is completed-ish I will ask someone to sit down and go through the whole thing... ??... it's a plan, i guess.
Had a good day- not always having good days- but the last few have been ok. No tv - it's a great new world and we are able to go outside!! amazing. I cannot wait for the park and I cannot wait to visit Ness in Kemptville once we can walk outside here and go there for a full Sat or something. I am excited to go to PEI and I am excited to go to the cottage. I want to swim and I want to bbq and have people over.
I definitely got a twenty minute walk in today- ALONE, and so I was able to zone in on my inner self- be it for good or bad- but I was able to just think and just breath.
Thinking about driving - a lot - not any where closer to getting this done
and love that my itunes reflects my 18 year old self and I still love it.
Tired.
and in a Potter-hole literate-ly but it is cozy in here. I think I might just enjoy it a tad longer.
I might need a couple of these entries to get back to my former glory.
Peace.
Arc