Oct 24, 2005 20:36
Yeah, so here we go:
I've always been more in love with the concept of being in love than anything else. I just love the concept. Yes, I know: very bad pun. Anyway, I really do love everything about being in love. I know it's all just brain chemistry (more or less the same effect as eating copious amounts of chocolate) but it just seems so much more, so much nobler. Love is intimately connected with marriage(hee, more bad puns), and oddly enough that's always been my goal. Ever since I was a little kid I've always wanted that. The spouse the house the dogs the kids; you know the whole damn 9 yards. I dunno, I guess it's kinda like Adam Sandler's character in 'The Wedding Singer'. I've always really liked and associated with that movie. And not just because of Billy Idol. When I look back on all the serious relationships I've had, it's like I just fell head over heels in love with people before I even knew who they were. It's kinda silly, and kinda stupid; but I guess that's just who I am.
Somehow I feel so much better right now.