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i'm gunna do what darkeyeliner is doing and recap my year:
January - Brad and i became well aquainted. Jessie s'ed p for the first time. The parking lot with Gabe and Jessie and Madalyn. Madalyn and I started a Chili's ritual. I started a new LJ. I saw FATA.
February - I was sad because I was so crazy over Brad and i thought he didn't care. My mom visitied. I read 1984 and it changed my life. Jessie, Mada, and I started up the trio again, it snowed a fucking bunch, Jessika turned 18, I went to Michigan for her birthday party, Mike got a CD thrown at his head, Brad broke things off.
March - Brad and i tired again, I created a plan to move to MI, my Donnie Darko obsession was in full swing, I went to a few war protests.. was on the news and everything, i skipped school a lot, I met Buck and started talking to him, Brad and I broke up agaaain, Buck and I started dating, Shop 9 broke up lol, I went and saw Cursive/Minus the bear/Engine Down/No Knife in Carboro and Charlotte and it was awesome!
April - I was sad for half of it, Buck and I went to prom and that was fun, I went to Michigan and tried my first morsel, Brad and I got back togeth, I selfishly broke things off with Buck a week later, Buck hated me maybe still does, Free Scoop Day at baskin robins!
May - I started drum lessons again.. for a week, I started to recognize/accept my feelings of love for b, I started going on adventures around town by myself, i started to crave ms, dxm:
Madalyn - "Did you start your period?"
Me- "*franticly looks around area she is sitting* I DON'T KNOW, DID I??"
Madalyn- "I don't know I was just wondering if you started it yet.."
Me- "oh.. :( you scared me so much. I thought you saw a river of blood coming out of my pants."
*madalyn and jessie roll around in hysterical laughter*
, I got BC, was molested at the space forttttt
June - school ended, i started to feel lost, my pre- birthday bbq where we all got nakey, I went to Michigan for the summer, went on a road trip to California and back, Brad met my dad and crap and i met his bro, I got to have a couple of morsels again, i lost my v =-o, i tried mushes for the first time and tried to tear my eyes out
July - L words came up, yellow submarine weirdness, i stayed at B's for a lil while, we watched spun a million times, we made special stuff that was fun for a night, delsym comes into the picture, i dyed my hair a million times in a week, i got into a club with some other girl's ID, had ess a bunch
August - black out and sexiness included, i cried a bunch, i came back to charlotte, my phone bill became huge and ridiculous, d binge up the ass hole, desperate job searches that proved unsuccessful, my grandpa died, i went to the funeral in ohio and what not..
September - was in ohio for labor day weekend, d binge still in effect, started going a little crazy, Jess and I stopped talking, B and I broke up, I cut all of my hair off
October - stopped being crazy and sought help haha, i found myself again!, I saw A Clockwork Orange FINALLY.. and loved it!, Jessie spent the night a lot, i started smoking more than just occasionally, NoDa wonderfulness, Elliott Smith died :\, I stopped going to therapy.... why am i embarrassed, Michelle's Halloween party
November - Greensboroooo, David's Jessie's and my adventure uptown takin pictures, Lydia and I finally hung out outside of school.. and with JESSE KIMMEL for the first time in AGESss, things started to get crappy and confusing and sdlkfja, Mr Dilliard was arrested, became a member of NAHS.. yup.., I saw J. Kimmel AGAIN at birkdale, thanksgiving drama, David's first attempts to get morsels
December - Civil War simulation, things get slightly better, Jessika and I decided to start talking again, great house gathering type things with jeff swinging his exterior parts around, Emes with my NC friends FINALLY, Amanda graduates college, graduation party and all that jazz, i decide to go sober, we buy my dad a
!
there's so much other crap that i didn't write about but this year has been such a weird one....... and such an adventure...
also what is interesting.. i haven't smoked a cig since saturday night, essed p since the morsel weekend, or done any other dee and i feel great and me.. i think i really like this better.. i guess i'm not cool enough for dees
January - Brad and i became well aquainted. Jessie s'ed p for the first time. The parking lot with Gabe and Jessie and Madalyn. Madalyn and I started a Chili's ritual. I started a new LJ. I saw FATA.
February - I was sad because I was so crazy over Brad and i thought he didn't care. My mom visitied. I read 1984 and it changed my life. Jessie, Mada, and I started up the trio again, it snowed a fucking bunch, Jessika turned 18, I went to Michigan for her birthday party, Mike got a CD thrown at his head, Brad broke things off.
March - Brad and i tired again, I created a plan to move to MI, my Donnie Darko obsession was in full swing, I went to a few war protests.. was on the news and everything, i skipped school a lot, I met Buck and started talking to him, Brad and I broke up agaaain, Buck and I started dating, Shop 9 broke up lol, I went and saw Cursive/Minus the bear/Engine Down/No Knife in Carboro and Charlotte and it was awesome!
April - I was sad for half of it, Buck and I went to prom and that was fun, I went to Michigan and tried my first morsel, Brad and I got back togeth, I selfishly broke things off with Buck a week later, Buck hated me maybe still does, Free Scoop Day at baskin robins!
May - I started drum lessons again.. for a week, I started to recognize/accept my feelings of love for b, I started going on adventures around town by myself, i started to crave ms, dxm:
Madalyn - "Did you start your period?"
Me- "*franticly looks around area she is sitting* I DON'T KNOW, DID I??"
Madalyn- "I don't know I was just wondering if you started it yet.."
Me- "oh.. :( you scared me so much. I thought you saw a river of blood coming out of my pants."
*madalyn and jessie roll around in hysterical laughter*
, I got BC, was molested at the space forttttt
June - school ended, i started to feel lost, my pre- birthday bbq where we all got nakey, I went to Michigan for the summer, went on a road trip to California and back, Brad met my dad and crap and i met his bro, I got to have a couple of morsels again, i lost my v =-o, i tried mushes for the first time and tried to tear my eyes out
July - L words came up, yellow submarine weirdness, i stayed at B's for a lil while, we watched spun a million times, we made special stuff that was fun for a night, delsym comes into the picture, i dyed my hair a million times in a week, i got into a club with some other girl's ID, had ess a bunch
August - black out and sexiness included, i cried a bunch, i came back to charlotte, my phone bill became huge and ridiculous, d binge up the ass hole, desperate job searches that proved unsuccessful, my grandpa died, i went to the funeral in ohio and what not..
September - was in ohio for labor day weekend, d binge still in effect, started going a little crazy, Jess and I stopped talking, B and I broke up, I cut all of my hair off
October - stopped being crazy and sought help haha, i found myself again!, I saw A Clockwork Orange FINALLY.. and loved it!, Jessie spent the night a lot, i started smoking more than just occasionally, NoDa wonderfulness, Elliott Smith died :\, I stopped going to therapy.... why am i embarrassed, Michelle's Halloween party
November - Greensboroooo, David's Jessie's and my adventure uptown takin pictures, Lydia and I finally hung out outside of school.. and with JESSE KIMMEL for the first time in AGESss, things started to get crappy and confusing and sdlkfja, Mr Dilliard was arrested, became a member of NAHS.. yup.., I saw J. Kimmel AGAIN at birkdale, thanksgiving drama, David's first attempts to get morsels
December - Civil War simulation, things get slightly better, Jessika and I decided to start talking again, great house gathering type things with jeff swinging his exterior parts around, Emes with my NC friends FINALLY, Amanda graduates college, graduation party and all that jazz, i decide to go sober, we buy my dad a
!
there's so much other crap that i didn't write about but this year has been such a weird one....... and such an adventure...
also what is interesting.. i haven't smoked a cig since saturday night, essed p since the morsel weekend, or done any other dee and i feel great and me.. i think i really like this better.. i guess i'm not cool enough for dees