geeze
so yeah I'm at school for the last 2 classes tho. I over slept quite a bit. I went to sleep at like 7 lastnight and woke up at like 11:00 this morning. needless to say I slept really good. I got here at like 11:45 just in time for lunch and then went and watched a movie in english and now I'm in computers all done with my work for the day today. my mom came in and said that I had a doctors appointment that she forgot to tell the school about because she thinks that if I didn't have somthing like that I wouldn't be able to make up a quiz I missed in Psych. meh. when I get home I probibly won't be able to do anything because my mom is pissed at me about this today and what happened yesterday and everything. but when I got home yesterday she wasnt' really pissed at me but we had a conversation about it. From what I gathered she didn't really care about where I was or why I left she was more concerned about if I was ok or not. so I guess I could have just moved out of the house and just given her a call like once a day saying things are ok. but meh. I guess I'm pretty apathetic about everything here right now. my dad is going to have me and my mom see a councelor for this because I feel that the things she does arn't very fair. but she thinks they are fair because she compramises with me. Once again as I've said numerous times in my older posts I hate it when people give me leeway(sp*) when I don't ask for it and then try to use it as a guilt trip later on. I just can't stand it. And even after she punnished me for telling her the truth not so long ago she expected me to tell her the truth a few days ago. I really don't like lying but at times like this I thought it was nessisary. But then again that's just me. me and my mom have different views on things and she wants me to be the way that she wants me to be. I know I'm going to sound like a angsty teenager when I say this but She just dosn't understand that I am the way I am and she's not going to do anything about it. Sometimes she just dosn't pay any attention to me and the things I do for her. sometimes I feel liek I bend over backwards for her and just dosn't see it. and I don't use those things as guilt trips on her. sure she didn't like it when I lied to her but I didn't like it when she punished me for telling her the truth either. I'm just kinda fed up with things with her. I love her but there are some things she does that I just can't stand.