RIP House MD !!! SPOILERISH IF U HAVEN'T SEEN EPISODE 7
So House and Cuddy kissed and I saw no chemistry,no passion,it was awkward (granted,it should have been awkward so I won't dwell on that ) BUT I honestly think he has feelings for her and I have dozens of valid arguments . That was no pity kiss,it came after Cuddy basically told him he's an asshole who doesn't show any feelings ,he looked really emotional and touched (he actually looked less emotional and touched during the whole Wilson/Amber situation that ended with Amber's death) and I don't think he would get and act on such an impulse if he didn't have feelings for her (feelings he might not even be aware of),he wouldn't get himself into a situation that could cause him emotional distress and problems if he had no feelings for her.See,one big phrase with loads of arguments why my House/Cameron is dead and that was just the tip of the iceberg !
I saw the promos for next week and while it is clear House won't open up about his feelings,he'll probably pretend it was nothing,meant nothing and he doesn't give a crap BUT he always does this so it doesn't mean he has no feelings and I got the feeling that there might be some subtle indication towards those feelings in the way he's acting . Some of my fellow Hamerons like the denial and only see House's refuse to talk about it and him telling Cuddy she should forget about it but I can't ,it's impossible.
Some say that all is good since they won't have a relationship and House will deny any feelings but I think judging like this is wrong no matter how much we hate the Huddy idea and want to cling to any hope .After all,our ship was pretty canon,DS even talked about House having feelings for Cameron in the commentaries for the No Reason episode BUT there was no actual relationship between them,no declarations,House had only very small moments of vulnerability and emotion with Cameron(just enough to subtly hint at the connection) and even the kiss was built to leave room for interpretation because while it was really passionate and sexy and the few seconds that lead to it were there to probably show that Cameron was not doing this just to achieve her goal (the way he caressed his face and the way he kinda' succumbed to it was very touching) in the end it was still related to that damn needle thing. So,if we were certain of the Hameron and it was real without any palpable proof then why can't the Huddy be the same? After all,in this show it's all about the subtle hints,little glimpses at what House feels and how he might really be,at his kindness and suffering when he thinks no one is seeing him and the Hameron is dead if House has feelings for Cuddy.
But it's not only about me being a HCam shipper,it's about this being illogical.Even my mom,the 50 year old,mature ,neutral woman who did see very single episode of this show more than once so knows what it's all about, thinks the Huddy has no logic and the actors have no romantic chemistry.No,I don't think that once you had an opportunity 20+ years ago to be with someone and u didn't want it you can suddenly fall in love with them. I also find all the crap about Huddy tension being there since the beginning insulting and idiotic because at the beginning Cuddy wasn't even around much,there was no hinting at anything for over 2 seasons and even when they hinted at the "sex during college" it was just meant to show us a little more of how House and Cuddy met,something about their past ,something that could also be used as a joke subject. Also,House's sexual comments never have any subtext or longing behind them,they are most of the time just meant to annoy Cuddy and amuse him,he uses this part of her persona because it's also part of what makes her life harder in her position as manager(being a woman in charge of a hospital).
You know,I would fight and try to do something about this and maybe I will but right now I think the Hameron fans are becoming less and less ,many give up for good (unlike me who will just not watch it anymore and think it died but am still a fan) so the Huddy is probably pleasing the majority or the Huddy fans are at least more visible and louder so I don't know if we can change something at this point.
Ok,whatever,the Huddy fans got what they wanted and we lost,that's it !
I know it's mean and might be totally untrue but I will forever think that KJ and LE's personal fantasies had a lot to do with this . I'm almost tempted to make a jewish remark but I have nothing against all other jews and I might be considered a hater so I'll refrain from it but hey,DS,KJ and LE are all jewish so ...
Well,Lisa,I hope your fantasy was fullfiled and double fulfiled and worth my crazy,lame depression over a tv show.
The lack of Cameron and Chase combined with this makes me go bye bye and it's depressing because my Hugh obsession is at an all time high and I love him as House and I like watching medical puzzles but I can't go on like this.I'm still a strong Hameron and I will continue to encourage everyone to watch the first 3 seasons of House MD but watching is not an option right now.
RIP !!!
Hey,at least Tim Kring payed attention to us crazy fans and managed to make me love Heroes again ,he wasn't a total ass like DS who said that we think we want something and we want it but it's not what we need(WTF David,u got supernatural powers now? )
I'll go watch some HRG + Sylar love now to chill.
If anyone wants to discuss this realistically and nicely I would really appreciate it,I'm pretty desperate at the moment(yes,I know it's lame and it's only a tv show but I have a tendency to obsess and tv shows are a huge hobby of mine + I'm crushing on Hugh hard right now so that only adds to the whole thing :D )