i can't remember the last REAL update i did...
okay, so i'm going to try to start updating again. it is very difficult for me because i don't like thinking at night haha.
okay so first of all, i'm watching maury, and it's called "i'm forced to obey the man i love!", about men who control the women theyre with. it is ridiculous. i can't understand how these women stay with these men, but they do. half of the ones on the show aren't even married. the woman on now works full time, her husband does nothing, he takes her paycheck and gives her five dollars each day. and her husband forces her to have sex... UGH this pisses me off so bad. he doesnt even allow her to talk to her mom. but back to the sex thing... that is so horrible. i hate how people who are in a supposedly loving relationship force something beauth iful into something disgusting. ewwww they just brought out her boyfriend and he's so disgusting!!! ahhh and he forces her to have oral sex... the thought of even doing that with this guy makes me wanna throw up, never mind she's forced to do that. i hate how men are brought up like this. my dad says that maury isnt true and its all actors, but i think its true, honestly, and i'm glad that maury is doing something about these men who are teaching their sons that its okay to treat women like shit. maury's cure for the men is to show them a man who's wife died in his arms, and show them the dead body... this should be interesting.
anyway, back to my life. everything has been pretty good. i've been seeing my friends, which is great, working and making good money, and everything with chris is wonderful :o). i think our relationship is very stable, because we both don't go crazy missing eachother and such, or feel liek we need to be at eachother's beck and call. like last night i called chris and he didnt answer, and he later told me it was because he was at a really good part in the movie him and scott were watching and he didn't want to interrupt it, and he didn't answer because he knew i wouldnt mind. which is totally true. but in the past, i would mind, and in the past he said he would have answered in fear that his girlfriend would be mad. but we both are fine that we have some parts of our lives that are seperate from eachother, and we can respect when the other person has stuff going on. and its great too that i can go days without seeing him and not pine for him. i mean i miss him but it's not the end of the world, ya know?
okay so enough of that. so yesterday i was very sick, but i felt better and got to go to andrea's national junior honor society ceremony. i got all teary-eyed because she's growing up so fast! she's going to be in highschool next year... i can't believe it. they had to pick memorable quotes, and she picked my shakespeare quote on my door, the one that says "all the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts" (that is a loose quotation, i don't know the exact quote). i was happy she used my quote. her friend bianca's quote was the best tho, it was "a wise man once said, 'i don't know, ask a girl'" haha.
well anyway, back to maury.
okay so first of all, i'm watching maury, and it's called "i'm forced to obey the man i love!", about men who control the women theyre with. it is ridiculous. i can't understand how these women stay with these men, but they do. half of the ones on the show aren't even married. the woman on now works full time, her husband does nothing, he takes her paycheck and gives her five dollars each day. and her husband forces her to have sex... UGH this pisses me off so bad. he doesnt even allow her to talk to her mom. but back to the sex thing... that is so horrible. i hate how people who are in a supposedly loving relationship force something beauth iful into something disgusting. ewwww they just brought out her boyfriend and he's so disgusting!!! ahhh and he forces her to have oral sex... the thought of even doing that with this guy makes me wanna throw up, never mind she's forced to do that. i hate how men are brought up like this. my dad says that maury isnt true and its all actors, but i think its true, honestly, and i'm glad that maury is doing something about these men who are teaching their sons that its okay to treat women like shit. maury's cure for the men is to show them a man who's wife died in his arms, and show them the dead body... this should be interesting.
anyway, back to my life. everything has been pretty good. i've been seeing my friends, which is great, working and making good money, and everything with chris is wonderful :o). i think our relationship is very stable, because we both don't go crazy missing eachother and such, or feel liek we need to be at eachother's beck and call. like last night i called chris and he didnt answer, and he later told me it was because he was at a really good part in the movie him and scott were watching and he didn't want to interrupt it, and he didn't answer because he knew i wouldnt mind. which is totally true. but in the past, i would mind, and in the past he said he would have answered in fear that his girlfriend would be mad. but we both are fine that we have some parts of our lives that are seperate from eachother, and we can respect when the other person has stuff going on. and its great too that i can go days without seeing him and not pine for him. i mean i miss him but it's not the end of the world, ya know?
okay so enough of that. so yesterday i was very sick, but i felt better and got to go to andrea's national junior honor society ceremony. i got all teary-eyed because she's growing up so fast! she's going to be in highschool next year... i can't believe it. they had to pick memorable quotes, and she picked my shakespeare quote on my door, the one that says "all the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts" (that is a loose quotation, i don't know the exact quote). i was happy she used my quote. her friend bianca's quote was the best tho, it was "a wise man once said, 'i don't know, ask a girl'" haha.
well anyway, back to maury.