Apr 05, 2005 21:23
Today was the most beautiful day I've seen in what seems like an eternity. It put me an such a good mood, I didnt even care that I had no idea what was going on when I was taking my Behavioral Stats exam. I am so governed by the weather, it can literally make or break my day... which probably isn't such a healthy lifestyle, but it happens.
I was thinking today that maybe I shouldn't have chosen to go to school in the rainiest city in New York, when weather has such a drastic effect on my mood. Thoughts of San Diego, Florida and the like crossed my mind, but even excluding the extreme distance from home, I don't think a warmer location would solve the problem. I think after dealing with the rain and fog and wind and cold for such a long time and becoming accustomed to less beautiful weather makes a day like today all that more extraordinary. Living in a city where the weather was constantly beautiful would be something I would absolutely begin to take for granted and then when it rained or was occasionally dismal it would be that much more shocking and depressing.
I guess its kinda like expect the worst and when you get the best its amazing, but if you expect the best and then dont get it, its a horrible let down... I dont fancy encountering the strange tinge of sheer disappointment.
well anyways.... this has been my weather analysis for the day....
yeah.