Aug 26, 2004 08:21
I really don't know what to say.
I'm just as confused as you are.
A large part of me thought that you wanted to get back together with me.....things keep switching back and forth.....I don't know what you want.
Just do what makes you happy.
The only thing I could possibly blame for my behaviour is my recent moodiness caused by drug cravings....other than that...it's my own stupidity.
I will never burden you like this again.
My hope is unfounded and I have just started realizing this.
It's hard to "Just be friends" with someone you've felt so much for.
I apologize for all of the complicated shit I have put you through as of late and hope that you can remain as happy as you have before I stepped back into the picture.
You don't need to make a choice unless you want to.
(On a side note: I will be gone over the weekend, and I'm not going to be online today....I'll be doing something that makes me happy: messing with my computer... so you'll have to call me today sometime before five if you want to talk to me about things......)