Fuck this
So, here is my rock in a hard space. I like this Male-figure I told you about last entry *duh! Well, I come to find that my mum, grandpa, and my mums BF are trying to set me up with a Gentleman figure of their own, who is not Half bad. Okay, this new guy is 21, has a good steady Job, he’s sweet, quiet, and apparently has a crush on me. Well, decisions. Fuck that, I don’t think he likes me, and, I think both our parents are just trying to set us up. But if he does, this is going to be a tough decision, persevere on pursuing my other gentleman or give it a try with this man. I have Fucked up SSSSOOOOOO much. You know, this whole thing is kinda pointless. Never mind. I’ll work it out. Hell I don’t even know if my friend (the one I mentioned in last entry) has much of a great interest In me. He’s very concerned with another he is “in love with”. Story of my fucking life… I complain too much… shoot me.