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updates and stuff:
Finishing finals/final papers...not going so well. Going to shake it off and concentrate on next semester (it's always NEXT semester)
Getting Pell this year. Maybe I can finally do study abroad.
Apparently seeing two different people. I...don't really know what to say about that.
My dad's been in and out of the hospital. It's been kind of awful. He called an ambulance yesterday because he woke up in a full blown panic attack. It's getting worse and worse. He may not be "dying" just yet, but if he isn't...he's certainly headed there. Nobody really knows what to say to me when I say that. I refuse to let people say "It'll be ok" or "I'm sure he'll be fine" because he literally won't be. I don't sugarcoat it or delude myself. Why should I allow you to in the attempt to comfort me?
Athena had the baby! He was 9lbs! He came out so quickly she didn't have time for drugs and they didn't need to give her a C-section. I'm hoping I can go up and see her soon but I am HELLA broke.
Looking for a job with no luck. Hate being broke. Blah blah blah.
Going to get a pedicure tomorrow.
Finishing finals/final papers...not going so well. Going to shake it off and concentrate on next semester (it's always NEXT semester)
Getting Pell this year. Maybe I can finally do study abroad.
Apparently seeing two different people. I...don't really know what to say about that.
My dad's been in and out of the hospital. It's been kind of awful. He called an ambulance yesterday because he woke up in a full blown panic attack. It's getting worse and worse. He may not be "dying" just yet, but if he isn't...he's certainly headed there. Nobody really knows what to say to me when I say that. I refuse to let people say "It'll be ok" or "I'm sure he'll be fine" because he literally won't be. I don't sugarcoat it or delude myself. Why should I allow you to in the attempt to comfort me?
Athena had the baby! He was 9lbs! He came out so quickly she didn't have time for drugs and they didn't need to give her a C-section. I'm hoping I can go up and see her soon but I am HELLA broke.
Looking for a job with no luck. Hate being broke. Blah blah blah.
Going to get a pedicure tomorrow.