worst day ever
i was supposed to get my liscense today but i didnt. i asked the people at dmv on the phone what i needed and they just said proof of insurance and registration and thats what i brought, but when i got there they wanted my social security card to and i didnt know i had to bring that so i drove home got my card and then waited on standby for an hour and a half and didnt get in. i was already pissed and then my mom starts accusing me of trying to avoid her and that just pissed me off more and i kinda snapped at her but i said sorry right after. she didnt care i said sorry and she just keep bitchin and bitchin and she wouldnt let me tell her how i felt and why i snapped so just keep yellin louder whenever i would try to talk so in the middle of the street i just opened my door and got out. i started to walk to my friends house to work on a project and my mom drove up yelling "get in the car!" so i got in. my mom starts yelling some more and says shes sorry and she'll listen, but did she listen...no! i said two words and she already just started yelling at me again so i just left. it hurt so bad cause everything a said and did i didnt mean it just came out from my frustration. as i walked away it was hard to walk cause i was so hurt on how i acted and how my mom wouldnt listen to me. i never really grieved about my parents being divorced so when shit like that happens it just makes me realize how shitty it is. my mom doesnt get the joys of being there when i go to sleep and wake up, when i get married(if i do lol) i wont see my parents together being proud of me instead they will be on opposite sides of the room with there future marriages. its just little stuff like that is depressing to me and when i get in a huge fight like that with my mom it hurts cause i love my mom to death even though i dont show it. i used to be the biggest momma's boy in the world too so it hurts extremely bad. my mom called me and we both said we were sorry and its all better. BUT IM STILL PISSED ABOUT GETTING MY LISCENSE!!!! LOL