Hello again.
I've been posting madly lately...
I had the strangest feeling yesterday. I've had it before, but it hit me really strongly this time, again, like after Gerard left and likewise. Probably because of Ja'Lisa. It was after school when I was talking to Preston, I don't know what about, but I remembered extremely clearly a moment from after band camp. It was the second to the last day, and I wasn't horribly sweaty, we were out in the parking lot with a couple friends, just chatting. My hair was down; it was the first time since the Florida trip that most of my band friends had seen my hair curly. All of a sudden, right in the middle of the conversation, Preston just turned to look at me and said, "You're letting your hair go again," and touched a piece of it with a finger.
I just remember looking up at him and watching him smile.
That boy is my best friend. I don't think he'll ever stop protecting me. This is why I hate being close to people; I'm afraid to lose them, and things like this make it worse...
I'm going to the funeral on Sunday.
I had the strangest feeling yesterday. I've had it before, but it hit me really strongly this time, again, like after Gerard left and likewise. Probably because of Ja'Lisa. It was after school when I was talking to Preston, I don't know what about, but I remembered extremely clearly a moment from after band camp. It was the second to the last day, and I wasn't horribly sweaty, we were out in the parking lot with a couple friends, just chatting. My hair was down; it was the first time since the Florida trip that most of my band friends had seen my hair curly. All of a sudden, right in the middle of the conversation, Preston just turned to look at me and said, "You're letting your hair go again," and touched a piece of it with a finger.
I just remember looking up at him and watching him smile.
That boy is my best friend. I don't think he'll ever stop protecting me. This is why I hate being close to people; I'm afraid to lose them, and things like this make it worse...
I'm going to the funeral on Sunday.