To my memory, dream, and nightmare:
If I could go anywhere, I would go to find you.
If I could talk to anyone dead or alive, I would talk to you.
If I could understand anything, I would understand why this is happening.
If I could hear anything, I would hear your voice, even if you're just screaming at me.
If I could know anything, I would know if you are dead or alive.
If I could do anything, I would keep my promise.
I'll find you. Someday.
I have to believe it or I will eat myself alive.
The day I find you, alive or dead, is the day I will keep my promise. It's up to you to choose which one.
I miss and love you. Come back.
Sleep well.