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i really have things to say, but i'm being stopped by things. so, not even here, compatriots, can i spill whatever needs to be mopped up.
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today, in euro, thompson was talking about Versailles and English gardens in comparison to French gardens, French chateaus, et cetera.....
and now i need to be in europe. badly. be in the rain and be in the buzz of a community like that. something, anything, ONE THING, like that.
i'm rambling..................watch me ramble......watch me further more,..........into the sunset......i ramble on!..............
i'm slowly weening myself off of D. go me i guess.....
although, A is still there:
this is my favorite picture of him. i am enjoying typing in very simple and bland sentences. one day he and i will be desperately in love, in France; we'll wake up with the smell of warmth spreading lightly through the house and then rush downstairs to the fireplace and warm croissants. he'll work on his thesis paper and i'll bring him a black kitten i found that day in the rue de marseilles. i will gently slide my hand into sacks of grain and feel the vibrating heart of the earth- we will be connected.
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school is wasting my time. i don't see anyone because i have classes with no one and lunches suck because i'm either bitchy(usually) or someone else is having a shitty day. i am glad there is the lit magazine. yey for that.
i miss my teachers of last year. :(
saturday is the anti-homecoming bonfire. :)
therefore::::: :|
+ "a want of love so grand in it's presence" :(:(:(:(:(:( x infinity)
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christ, i piss myself off sometimes.
ciao.
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today, in euro, thompson was talking about Versailles and English gardens in comparison to French gardens, French chateaus, et cetera.....
and now i need to be in europe. badly. be in the rain and be in the buzz of a community like that. something, anything, ONE THING, like that.
i'm rambling..................watch me ramble......watch me further more,..........into the sunset......i ramble on!..............
i'm slowly weening myself off of D. go me i guess.....
although, A is still there:
this is my favorite picture of him. i am enjoying typing in very simple and bland sentences. one day he and i will be desperately in love, in France; we'll wake up with the smell of warmth spreading lightly through the house and then rush downstairs to the fireplace and warm croissants. he'll work on his thesis paper and i'll bring him a black kitten i found that day in the rue de marseilles. i will gently slide my hand into sacks of grain and feel the vibrating heart of the earth- we will be connected.
- - -
school is wasting my time. i don't see anyone because i have classes with no one and lunches suck because i'm either bitchy(usually) or someone else is having a shitty day. i am glad there is the lit magazine. yey for that.
i miss my teachers of last year. :(
saturday is the anti-homecoming bonfire. :)
therefore::::: :|
+ "a want of love so grand in it's presence" :(:(:(:(:(:( x infinity)
- - -
christ, i piss myself off sometimes.
ciao.