still falling..
well its been a while since i wrote in this but thought it might be a good idea. Well alot has happened since the last time i wrote; had a crush..lost it, Sonny died, ripped my eyebrow ring out, saw Team America with Court, entered a poem into a contest and now i'm nominated for Best Poets of 2004 go me, still single and still hating it..
been really down about some things that just doesn't make sense but it never has to i guess. wish i could just find some peice of mind to keep me happy for more than an hour, its taking alot out of me and ugh i'm just tired of being this low..
gonna work on some more poems cuz i need to get it out of my mind..its been bothering me for a while that i've done nothing with it. hopefully i'll make some great art..
Single...ugh hate that word..Still crushing but i don't see it going any further than that for many reasons. its ok though..can't get hurt if nothing happens i guess. well thats one way to look at it heh
World was on Fire
No one could save me but you..
RIP Sonny, you deserved so much better. take care
been really down about some things that just doesn't make sense but it never has to i guess. wish i could just find some peice of mind to keep me happy for more than an hour, its taking alot out of me and ugh i'm just tired of being this low..
gonna work on some more poems cuz i need to get it out of my mind..its been bothering me for a while that i've done nothing with it. hopefully i'll make some great art..
Single...ugh hate that word..Still crushing but i don't see it going any further than that for many reasons. its ok though..can't get hurt if nothing happens i guess. well thats one way to look at it heh
World was on Fire
No one could save me but you..
RIP Sonny, you deserved so much better. take care