my poems...

[enter_my_veins]

Suicide Note to an Angel

today i held my last breath
as the walls came down
standing alone in my river of fear
i would drown

the darkness bleeds into the dawn
as my lonely shadow wanders on
they can't see me
they won't hear me

the panic comes and goes
like a lost soul that no one knows
to be forgotten is a burden i must bare
but like a light at the end of the tunnel
you're always there
i know you're there

you're my last hope
can you see me?
can you hear me?
this is my suicide note..
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Betrayal

you'll never see it coming
i'm stronger than i was before
hell is rising
and i'm the one at your door

tonight you'll never scream again
the demons inside are taking over
and the torture is about to end

the mistakes that haunt you long ago
are coming back to devour
keep running to your sanctuary
you're down to your last hour

can you feel it deep inside
the fear you've created is against you
and there's nowhere you can hide

we're tired of your innoscence betrayed
the lies that tied us down
we're tired of the hell you've made
the shackles that we are bound
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Goodbye

once in a lifetime you will depart
goodbye the final farewell
one word to bleed pain to the heart
two syllables to choke on
and the moment to realize you're gone

theres no telling how tragedy will arrive
but when it comes it will alter your life
all you can do is collapse and cry
its not fair, i don't understand
its not your time to die

i'd wake up in the middle of the night
thinking you're gone and there's nothing left to say
i'd cry a million tears wondering why
it has to be this way

once in a lifetime you will depart
goodbye being the final farewell
one word to bleed pain to the heart
two syllables to choke on
and the moment to realize you're gone...

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Broken Nation

i've fallen from my broken nation
i'm crawling through my grave
the sickness is taking me over
and poisoning the blood i wrote your name

it's calling me back to the same old shit
and pulling me under the strain
i'm going to die here again tonight
because i can't endure the pain

i made a mistake and walked away from life..

i've fallen from my broken nation
i want to start over again
but you're slipping away
always slipping away
why are you slipping away

i stop dead in my tracks
and look the other way
but nobody's around
nobody to save me

it's watching me from far away
while i'm breaking down
it's driving me insane
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Poisoned Heaven

heaven is not whay you think anymore
(beneath your pain and hate)
heaven is not what you think anymore

what you thought was light
(isn't what you think at all)
what you believe is heaven
(isn't what you think at all)

you can't stop the inevitable
(death will come before you can say no)
the world you've created will crumble
(death will come before you can say no)
and acid rain will fall
(heaven's been poisoned)
can you stand tall?

can you change before it's too late?
perfect is what they expect
can you alter everything
until you are what they except?

you scream at your broken walls
and awake to find nothing at all
consumed in life itself
you seel the beauty in it all
when your dreams die
your smile crumbles and falls

(so full of life in your mind but inside your soul dies)

you can't stop the inevitable
(death will come before you can say no)
the world you've created will crumble
(death will come before you can say no)
and acid rain will fall
(heaven's been poisoned)
can you stand tall?

can you forgive them again
the people you thought you trust
can you leave them alone
broken and shattered
for the reason that you must
can you change before it's too late?
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