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Man, this should be the happiest day of the year, yet I'm sitting here crying like a little bitch. And why? Because Christmas doesn't feel the same anymore.. I'm such a brat.
I remember getting really excited and just spending the day in this wonderful state of awe and now I'm just.. sad. It doesn't feel like Christmas at all, and now it's over. What the hell? It went by too fast... and to make things worse, when I told my mom about how I felt, she just said, "It gets worse as you get older.." Wow. great. I feel better now. *sigh* I dunno, I've been hit with these mood swings lately. I just wish I was young again sometimes, and then other times I'm thanking God that I'm not young. ..and then other times, I can't wait to grow up. augh.
I remember getting really excited and just spending the day in this wonderful state of awe and now I'm just.. sad. It doesn't feel like Christmas at all, and now it's over. What the hell? It went by too fast... and to make things worse, when I told my mom about how I felt, she just said, "It gets worse as you get older.." Wow. great. I feel better now. *sigh* I dunno, I've been hit with these mood swings lately. I just wish I was young again sometimes, and then other times I'm thanking God that I'm not young. ..and then other times, I can't wait to grow up. augh.