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It's superbowl Sunday.. Too bad I don't give a fuck. w00t.
my eyes hurt so bad.. stupid contacts.
I wish people were online, everyone is either away or idle.. eff that. >:| I bet most people are at Superbowl parties or some shit. blah.. I don't care about the Superbowl. All I care about are commercials during the superbowl, and then Survivor after the superbowl. It'd only be cool as hell if people were over here, then we could play Halo or something like that. I'm so addicted to that fucking game.. <3
and here now, IS A SURVEY!
What is your name?: Kelli Nicole Austill
Are you named after anyone?: My first name is after Kelly from Charlies Angels and then my middle name is from "My Sweet Nicole" by Point Blank
What's your screename?: oO DJ GIR Oo
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Probably not.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: They already knew I was a girl, so they never gave it any thought, but I would hope for something cool like.. Gabriel Lee.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I wouldn't, I like my name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Yeah, they can't say "Austill" and they always put "Kelly" instead of "Kelli"
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Maybe..
Basics
Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Strizzaight
Single?: Yep
If not, do you want to be?: I'm ok with it I guess.
Birthdate:: May 16, 1988
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: Depends.
Age you wish you were:: 16 or 17
Your height:: 5'5" or 5'5"
Eye color:: Green.
Happy with it?: Yep
Hair color:: Dark Brown with some highlights
Happy with it?: Yeah, It works well.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: I live with my Mom, Dad, Brother, 2 dogs, and 1 cat.
Your family:: Mom, dad, bro.
Have any pets?: Indy and Mo who are dogs and then Tiger who is a cat.
Whats your job?: Clerk
Piercings?: Two in each ear.
Tattoos?: None yet.
Obsessions?: Accents, boots, hands.
Addictions?: BUH CACK?
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: I love the Gambit one that Meg has in her user info.. and I like this one: "If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears however measured or far away." - Henry D. Thoreau
Do you have a webpage?: just LJ
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I try to be.
Do you have any secrets?: Yes, and hopefully I can give them out soon.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes, and I really don't understand why I do because people obviously like me, so.. I dunno, it's stupid.
Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes I really like it, and other times I can't read it.
Do you have any bad habits?: Yeah, I put myself down way too much.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I'm really funny, nice, smart, and that i have pretty eyes and hair
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Phuzzmodiar the Great
What's your biggest fear?: Drowning and being alone
Can you sing?: I'd like to think so.. but probably not.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: A gay man.. oh yes. hah
Are you a loner?: I can be.. sometimes I like to be left alone.. but then again, I usually let a select few in sometimes. Mainly the people I never get tired of/annoyed by.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Get an education, get a job, make a living, have a family
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I'd hope so. hah
Are you a daredevil?: Depends on what i'm dealing with.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate how I put myself down and only see the bad things that could come out of a situation
Are you passive or agressive?: Little of both
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My strength is probably my humor, I can usually change a situation with humor.. and then my weakness is that I just trust too easily and I let stuff get to me.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: That I wouldn't put myself down
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Sometimes.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not saying some things I probably should have.
Do you think life has been good so far?: I'm OK with it.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Just do what you can and be happy with what you can do.
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes, my hair, boobs xD, and my legs are OK.
And least?: my shape.
Do you think you are good looking?: Sometimes I look alright.
Are you confident?: I can be sometimes, but for the most part.. no. :/
What is the fictional character you are most like?: a mix of Merry and Pippin and then throw in some Daria.. maybe Harriet the Spy.. shit I dunno. That's hard.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Yeah.. a lot of people seem to think I'm a bitch or something.. and I can be, but I'm not as bad as everyone seems to think
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: Only if it's interesting
Pray?: No.
Go to church?: Nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Not usually.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: They're all over the floor. . .
Take walks in the rain?: Hell yeah. <3
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes..
Drive?: sometimes but it's not legal ._.
Like to drive fast?: Tracy Chapman does
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Yeah, I didn't before but now it's ok
Hurt yourself?: Yeah
Been out of the country?: Nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probably.
Been in love?: Sadly, yes.
Done drugs?: Nope.
Gone skinny dipping?: Nah.
Had a medical emergency?: heh.. yeah.. everyone gets sad when I tell the story
Had surgery?: Not that I know of.
Ran away from home?: No, but I'd be ready if it ever came to that.
Played strip poker?: no.
Gotten beaten up?: only by my brother
Beaten someone up?: Yes
Been picked on?: Yes..
Been on stage?: Only for band and little stuff.
Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
Thought about suicide?: Yes.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
If yes, what is your record?: like.. noon one day to 10p.m. the next
Gone one day without food?: Yea
Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Sort-of.
Slept all day?: HAH Yeah.. didn't get up until like.. 6 or 7 the next day
Killed someone?: no, but I've wanted to kill someone before.
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: Nope.
Thought you're going crazy?: Almost all the fucking time.
Kissed the same sex?: Yep.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Nope.
Been betrayed?: Yes
Had a dream that came true?: Yeah, that happens a lot.
Broken the law?: Yeah.
Met a famous person?: a few, actually.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I think so.
On purpose?: Maybe
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yeah.. >___<
Stolen anything?: Hahah yeah.. on accident..
Been on radio/tv?: I've been on TV
Been in a mosh-pit?: HAHA yeah and I've saved Amanda from one
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yeah.. ._.
Bungee jumped?: No, but I would.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Not lately..
Belive in life on other planets?: Sure
Miracles?: Sometimes.
Astrology?: Sure.
Magic?: It could happen
God?: I dunno..
Satan?: I dunno
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: To a certain point.
Love at first sight?: It could happen
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Completely
Witches?: Yes, but I don't think they're bad.
Easter bunny?: I ate him.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes! even though I can't imagine loving someone that much.. I mean, I can, but I worry that I won't sometimes .-.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I have yet to find it and believe me, when I was little, we'd all fucking look.
Do you wish on stars?: I used to when I was little.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: I think that in the end you get what you believe in. If you believe in Pearly gates and firey pits then that's what it is
Do you think God has a gender?: No
Do you believe in organized religion?: You can believe what you want.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I don't know, and that worries me.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes.
Who is your best friend?: Amanda, Sarah, Lauren, Elizabeth, Meg, Emily, Mark, Zach.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Amanda
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "No Worries"
Your favourite inside joke?: at the moment, it's "Rotissorie"
Thing you're picked on most about?: weight and just other stupid stuff.
Who's your longest known friend?: Amanda
Newest?: oh snap.. uhm.. I dunno.
Shyest?: Amanda and Sarah
Funniest?: Amanda, Sarah, Mark, Zach.. all of them.
Sweetest?: All of them :)
Closest?: The same four in the Funniest section.
Weirdest?: They're all a little strange
Smartest?: Amanda is hella smart.
Ditziest?: Sarah and Mark
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Jen
Last person you talked to online?: Jordan and Zach.
Who do you talk to most online?: Mark
Who are you on the phone with most?: No one because I don't call people and they don't call me.
Who do you trust most?: All of them.
Who listens to your problems?: all of them usually.
Who do you fight most with?: Sarah and Mark probably and that's almost never so.. yeah.
Who's the nicest?: All of them
Who's the most outgoing?: I guess Zach
Who's the best singer?: I've only really heard Sarah Amanda and Zach
Who's on your shit-list?: Random people at school.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Sadly
Who's your second family?: Amanda and Mark are like siblings
Do you always feel understood?: Not always
Who's the loudest friend?: Sarah
Do you trust others easily?: It all depends
Who's house were you last at?: I think Amanda's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Amanda, Mark, and Zach's but those are the people who I hug the most I guess.
Do your friends know you?: Some of them do.
Friend that lives farthest away:: emily
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Never, no one should ever be ashamed of their feelings.
What do you find romantic?: Walking around at night, rain..
Turn-on?: Accents, boots, hands
Turn-off?: Distance, being rude, lots of cologne, big-headed ness
First kiss?: depends. normal: Dustin Fry, make out: Jon Kemp ): ):
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:It'd be flattering, but eh.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: I prefer knowing them
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Hahah man I've been talking to people about this so damn much.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: OMFG YES. HAHAH. game trader guy.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I have no idea.
What is best about the opposite sex?: Hands
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're usually assholes.
What's the last present someone gave you?: I don't remember..
Are you in love?: I dunno if I'd call it that.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: sure why not?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: uh.
You wanted to kill?: Theres a few..
That you laughed at?: Derek
That laughed at you?: Derek
That turned you on?: *Ahem*...
You went shopping with?: Derek
That broke your heart?: uhhm.. Mark I think.. but theres another contestant!
To disappoint you?: I don't remember
To ask you out?: ..stfu.
To make you cry?: my Dad
To brighten up your day?: Derek made me laugh a lot.
That you thought about?: Zach because he just IMd me.
You saw a movie with?: Amanda, Zach, Derek, Nick, Mom, Dad.
You talked to on the phone?: Zach
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Zach
You saw?: Derek
You lost?: iunno
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Nope.
Will it be with your significant other?: stfu
Or some random person?: stfu
What are you wearing right now?: pants, hoodie, tights, shirt, underwear, bra
Body part you're touching right now:: my arm
What are you worried about right now?: School, kinda.
What book are you reading?: nada
What's on your mousepad?: random images
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, ok, nervous, full, sad
Are you bored?: sort of
Are you tired?: yeah >_>
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Little of both
Are you listening to music?: no. ):
my eyes hurt so bad.. stupid contacts.
I wish people were online, everyone is either away or idle.. eff that. >:| I bet most people are at Superbowl parties or some shit. blah.. I don't care about the Superbowl. All I care about are commercials during the superbowl, and then Survivor after the superbowl. It'd only be cool as hell if people were over here, then we could play Halo or something like that. I'm so addicted to that fucking game.. <3
and here now, IS A SURVEY!
What is your name?: Kelli Nicole Austill
Are you named after anyone?: My first name is after Kelly from Charlies Angels and then my middle name is from "My Sweet Nicole" by Point Blank
What's your screename?: oO DJ GIR Oo
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Probably not.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: They already knew I was a girl, so they never gave it any thought, but I would hope for something cool like.. Gabriel Lee.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I wouldn't, I like my name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Yeah, they can't say "Austill" and they always put "Kelly" instead of "Kelli"
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Maybe..
Basics
Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Strizzaight
Single?: Yep
If not, do you want to be?: I'm ok with it I guess.
Birthdate:: May 16, 1988
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: Depends.
Age you wish you were:: 16 or 17
Your height:: 5'5" or 5'5"
Eye color:: Green.
Happy with it?: Yep
Hair color:: Dark Brown with some highlights
Happy with it?: Yeah, It works well.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: I live with my Mom, Dad, Brother, 2 dogs, and 1 cat.
Your family:: Mom, dad, bro.
Have any pets?: Indy and Mo who are dogs and then Tiger who is a cat.
Whats your job?: Clerk
Piercings?: Two in each ear.
Tattoos?: None yet.
Obsessions?: Accents, boots, hands.
Addictions?: BUH CACK?
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: I love the Gambit one that Meg has in her user info.. and I like this one: "If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears however measured or far away." - Henry D. Thoreau
Do you have a webpage?: just LJ
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I try to be.
Do you have any secrets?: Yes, and hopefully I can give them out soon.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes, and I really don't understand why I do because people obviously like me, so.. I dunno, it's stupid.
Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes I really like it, and other times I can't read it.
Do you have any bad habits?: Yeah, I put myself down way too much.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I'm really funny, nice, smart, and that i have pretty eyes and hair
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Phuzzmodiar the Great
What's your biggest fear?: Drowning and being alone
Can you sing?: I'd like to think so.. but probably not.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: A gay man.. oh yes. hah
Are you a loner?: I can be.. sometimes I like to be left alone.. but then again, I usually let a select few in sometimes. Mainly the people I never get tired of/annoyed by.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Get an education, get a job, make a living, have a family
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I'd hope so. hah
Are you a daredevil?: Depends on what i'm dealing with.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate how I put myself down and only see the bad things that could come out of a situation
Are you passive or agressive?: Little of both
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My strength is probably my humor, I can usually change a situation with humor.. and then my weakness is that I just trust too easily and I let stuff get to me.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: That I wouldn't put myself down
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Sometimes.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not saying some things I probably should have.
Do you think life has been good so far?: I'm OK with it.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Just do what you can and be happy with what you can do.
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes, my hair, boobs xD, and my legs are OK.
And least?: my shape.
Do you think you are good looking?: Sometimes I look alright.
Are you confident?: I can be sometimes, but for the most part.. no. :/
What is the fictional character you are most like?: a mix of Merry and Pippin and then throw in some Daria.. maybe Harriet the Spy.. shit I dunno. That's hard.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Yeah.. a lot of people seem to think I'm a bitch or something.. and I can be, but I'm not as bad as everyone seems to think
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: Only if it's interesting
Pray?: No.
Go to church?: Nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Not usually.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: They're all over the floor. . .
Take walks in the rain?: Hell yeah. <3
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes..
Drive?: sometimes but it's not legal ._.
Like to drive fast?: Tracy Chapman does
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Yeah, I didn't before but now it's ok
Hurt yourself?: Yeah
Been out of the country?: Nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probably.
Been in love?: Sadly, yes.
Done drugs?: Nope.
Gone skinny dipping?: Nah.
Had a medical emergency?: heh.. yeah.. everyone gets sad when I tell the story
Had surgery?: Not that I know of.
Ran away from home?: No, but I'd be ready if it ever came to that.
Played strip poker?: no.
Gotten beaten up?: only by my brother
Beaten someone up?: Yes
Been picked on?: Yes..
Been on stage?: Only for band and little stuff.
Slept outdoors?: Yeah.
Thought about suicide?: Yes.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
If yes, what is your record?: like.. noon one day to 10p.m. the next
Gone one day without food?: Yea
Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Sort-of.
Slept all day?: HAH Yeah.. didn't get up until like.. 6 or 7 the next day
Killed someone?: no, but I've wanted to kill someone before.
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: Nope.
Thought you're going crazy?: Almost all the fucking time.
Kissed the same sex?: Yep.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Nope.
Been betrayed?: Yes
Had a dream that came true?: Yeah, that happens a lot.
Broken the law?: Yeah.
Met a famous person?: a few, actually.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I think so.
On purpose?: Maybe
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yeah.. >___<
Stolen anything?: Hahah yeah.. on accident..
Been on radio/tv?: I've been on TV
Been in a mosh-pit?: HAHA yeah and I've saved Amanda from one
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yeah.. ._.
Bungee jumped?: No, but I would.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Not lately..
Belive in life on other planets?: Sure
Miracles?: Sometimes.
Astrology?: Sure.
Magic?: It could happen
God?: I dunno..
Satan?: I dunno
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: To a certain point.
Love at first sight?: It could happen
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Completely
Witches?: Yes, but I don't think they're bad.
Easter bunny?: I ate him.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes! even though I can't imagine loving someone that much.. I mean, I can, but I worry that I won't sometimes .-.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I have yet to find it and believe me, when I was little, we'd all fucking look.
Do you wish on stars?: I used to when I was little.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: I think that in the end you get what you believe in. If you believe in Pearly gates and firey pits then that's what it is
Do you think God has a gender?: No
Do you believe in organized religion?: You can believe what you want.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I don't know, and that worries me.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes.
Who is your best friend?: Amanda, Sarah, Lauren, Elizabeth, Meg, Emily, Mark, Zach.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Amanda
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "No Worries"
Your favourite inside joke?: at the moment, it's "Rotissorie"
Thing you're picked on most about?: weight and just other stupid stuff.
Who's your longest known friend?: Amanda
Newest?: oh snap.. uhm.. I dunno.
Shyest?: Amanda and Sarah
Funniest?: Amanda, Sarah, Mark, Zach.. all of them.
Sweetest?: All of them :)
Closest?: The same four in the Funniest section.
Weirdest?: They're all a little strange
Smartest?: Amanda is hella smart.
Ditziest?: Sarah and Mark
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Jen
Last person you talked to online?: Jordan and Zach.
Who do you talk to most online?: Mark
Who are you on the phone with most?: No one because I don't call people and they don't call me.
Who do you trust most?: All of them.
Who listens to your problems?: all of them usually.
Who do you fight most with?: Sarah and Mark probably and that's almost never so.. yeah.
Who's the nicest?: All of them
Who's the most outgoing?: I guess Zach
Who's the best singer?: I've only really heard Sarah Amanda and Zach
Who's on your shit-list?: Random people at school.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Sadly
Who's your second family?: Amanda and Mark are like siblings
Do you always feel understood?: Not always
Who's the loudest friend?: Sarah
Do you trust others easily?: It all depends
Who's house were you last at?: I think Amanda's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Amanda, Mark, and Zach's but those are the people who I hug the most I guess.
Do your friends know you?: Some of them do.
Friend that lives farthest away:: emily
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Never, no one should ever be ashamed of their feelings.
What do you find romantic?: Walking around at night, rain..
Turn-on?: Accents, boots, hands
Turn-off?: Distance, being rude, lots of cologne, big-headed ness
First kiss?: depends. normal: Dustin Fry, make out: Jon Kemp ): ):
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:It'd be flattering, but eh.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: I prefer knowing them
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Hahah man I've been talking to people about this so damn much.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: OMFG YES. HAHAH. game trader guy.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I have no idea.
What is best about the opposite sex?: Hands
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're usually assholes.
What's the last present someone gave you?: I don't remember..
Are you in love?: I dunno if I'd call it that.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: sure why not?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: uh.
You wanted to kill?: Theres a few..
That you laughed at?: Derek
That laughed at you?: Derek
That turned you on?: *Ahem*...
You went shopping with?: Derek
That broke your heart?: uhhm.. Mark I think.. but theres another contestant!
To disappoint you?: I don't remember
To ask you out?: ..stfu.
To make you cry?: my Dad
To brighten up your day?: Derek made me laugh a lot.
That you thought about?: Zach because he just IMd me.
You saw a movie with?: Amanda, Zach, Derek, Nick, Mom, Dad.
You talked to on the phone?: Zach
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Zach
You saw?: Derek
You lost?: iunno
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Nope.
Will it be with your significant other?: stfu
Or some random person?: stfu
What are you wearing right now?: pants, hoodie, tights, shirt, underwear, bra
Body part you're touching right now:: my arm
What are you worried about right now?: School, kinda.
What book are you reading?: nada
What's on your mousepad?: random images
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired, ok, nervous, full, sad
Are you bored?: sort of
Are you tired?: yeah >_>
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Little of both
Are you listening to music?: no. ):