only you can make my <3 beat faster and slower at the same time
Friday night was fun..
-Blaker picked me up.. met sarah and bearis at the red eye.
-went to the show
-emily, sarah and i walked to 7-11 and just because they have defective slurpees we got yelled at and we got a time limit to be in the 7-11.. that lady is such a bitch and i am writing bad about her in my journal. Screw her, i hope she gets a million mosquito bites.
-ali met us there with matthew
-sarah and chelsea came
-good show.. good people
-texan.. nick was there
-brandon and greg scared he hell out of me
-dropped matthew off.. went to ali's
yesterday was nice:
-woke up at ali's
-showered and such
-brandon, greg and blake picked us up
-went to my home to change clothes
-drove to memphis
-$10 show (holy poop!)
-Tony (yay!) came with the BCK's (YAY!)
-i <3 seeing the Bay City kids.. yummy!
-that show was so amazing.. not just the bands but how it shows music brings people together and it makes people to do the most insane things.. the cops came and Blood In Blood Out played louder and even people who don't dance danced.. just to show how hard it'd be to shut the show down.
-All I wanted to do was go sleep in Tony's bed..but of course..i had to go home..
-The car ride home from the show was one of the best car rides i've ever experienced.. I love my friends and i love how our dry humor is so excellent.
-Ali and Blake got dropped off and Brandon and Gregums dropped me off
-They came in to check for monsters with me (i was going to be home alone).. and we all ended up hanging out here until about 4.. mom was totally cool about me being 2 hours late for curfew. i <3 her
today:
-woke up and cut the grass around 12:30
-showered
-went to gram's to work on my dress
-came back home because my broha is too sick to be here alone.. maybe meningitis.
-i need to do homework
-i need to sleep
-i need to see him before i cry
- i am sick of my brother being so sick all the fucking time. He expects everyone to take care of him and to revolve their lives around him. The simplest tasks that he's perfectly capable of doing get done for him because hes so manipulative and makes everyone feel bad for him. Fuck that. I'm not doing anything. I have my own problems to worry about.
"And if her plane crashes tonight
she'll find some way to dissappoint me
if not burning in the wreckage
but my drowning at the bottom of the sea."
"oh my god! If we crash into the barriers and die just because i am trying to escape the noise i will seriously become so bitter! I don't see the noise, i think it's chasing the car! What the hell! I don't understand.. why is the noise only on certain parts of the road! I am becoming so bitter!"
"This one time i put an entire package of red laces in my mouth at once, and i was chewing them for 45 minutes. It was so sad."
<3