its been so long.
things have been pretty rocky lately. i had my baby hes almost 9 months now. im an assistant manager at little caesars now and i absolultly hate it. but i got a call today from shattuck manor and i got a job as a CNA, its not what i want to do but its alot more money. Me and nick are completly falling apart. he is so mean to me, im just counting the days until its really over, i mean its not going to last not ever. i found out he really never wanted to be with me it was just because i had a baby with him. that hurt alot to know i wasted 2 years of my life on someone who never wanted anything to do with me. what do i expect i always choose the winners ya know. id rather be alone than live a lie. im sick of not having a social life everytime im supposed to hang out with someone and nicks supposed to babysit he bails out on me just to make my life miserable. im truley not happy right now i dont really have any friends anymore because of him. i think i just want to be alone.