May 19, 2005 00:40
this week has been so completly crazy, more than anyone can ever know. i try not to hurt peopls feelings but theres one particular person that i love very much but we kinda butt heads some times, just sometimes i need my space.
i have 14 hours of community service to do in order to graduate, im gonna do it at the boys and girls club with sarah starting tomorrow. this should be interesting.
im seriously thinking about staying single forever. that way i cant get used, im not even kidding. my head is so cloudy i dont even know what im thinking, i have a headache from barfing up all of my dinner, no more tonys steak sandwiches.
i talked to david for the last time for a long time. i called him and he started yelling at me and being real mean when i asked him to hang out. he says im annoying and he doesnt want anything to do with me. i dont understand. oh and i forgot im stupid because i wont get over it ( im thick headed you know). we were extremly close for so long i dont know what happened. but i decided im going to forget about trying to be his friend, i dont need that in my life.