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This weekend was quite eventful, friday i went to ohio to see greenday they were absolutly awesome it was quite ghetto there. we went to a mcdonalds when we got there and we were the only white people there, even the cops were black. i got chicken nuggets so there was no way they could spit in my food.
saturday morning we went to the cleveland zoo it was so awesome it was huge. i wish i would have brought more money because im in debt with a lot of people right now. we got lost a few times on the way home because of people that cant give directions. next time i will bring a map.
we didnt get home until about 11 and i tried to get home as quick as possible because i got a call that my cat was sick at the pet emergency hospital. when i got there they wouldnt let me see him. he ended up having a parasite in his blood and maybe bone cancer on top of that. to have him stay and get the treatment he needed it was 400+ more, he needed a blood transfusion and other things. we couldnt afford it so i took him home and tried to take care of him myself, he got medication but evidently it didnt work. he slept in a basket iin my bed next to me. i covered him with my baby blanket to keep him warm. this morning i found him on the floor i didnt want to check him because i was afraid he was dead, then my sister came in a bit later with warm towels for him and she checked him and he was dead. I know it sounds stupid but i am completly devestated i loved my cat more than any thing we had matching collars and everything. Its like he always knew what i was thinkling, when i was sad he always knew it and tried to make me feel better. i didnt really get a chance to say goodbye. i want to get him creamated but my mom wants to buuy him in our woods. im really sad and nobody really understands, he was special to me and i think only one other person really understands. i didnt go to work today because i just cant keep it together.