Dec 06, 2004 21:54
well it seems like i cannot go a year in a relationship becasue everytime i get close they beak up with me i hate this so much right now i am crying hopefully it will supside soon i really hate crying it hurts my eyes i need you now more then ever mom and you arnt here for me to talk to i mean i dont really have anyone left to talk to about what is going on in my life i mean everytime i turn my back heartache and sorrow follows like the stalker in the night i fell love is in my own way my grim reaper becasue eveytime i get really attached it cuts it off i feel like life could get no worse nor better so in all good sence i hope it just fails like all my relationships
i love you tiffany maria baughman