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The dark circles under everyone's eyes are very unbecoming. Seems like everyone has exhausted all their resources, huh?
A big thank you to the engineering crew and medical staff, always valiant in times of need. It's an honor to work along side everyone after this incident, and especially Captain Kirk, what fearless leadership you have!
Sorry if anyone has been trying to reach me, I seem to have lost my PADD and, well, stress has its funny ways with the body and mind. I seem to be always exhausted, yet sleep evades me. Hopefully the rumors of a shore leave prove to be true, after all, I don't see the Enterprise going much further in this state.
[Personal Log/hackable]
My mother would be furious at me if she had known I stopped going to a temple and barely prayed ever since starting the academy, yet now I find myself asking Lord Vishnu for his guidance. I managed to dig an old candle out from a drawer and a photo...
I've been lost and avoidant lately, and no doubt something is seriously wrong. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can barely function with these flashbacks from the attacks plaguing me. Yet, I can't seem to remember all that happened that day, it's like some part of my mind is in a foggy haze.
I can't escape it either, almost every thought, conversation, question, answer - it's all about the disaster, so that's why I've stayed in my room. I can't bring myself to go out and interact with people; it's all they talk about. (Maybe I'm over exaggerating?)
I'm running the risk of being in serious trouble for not reporting to engineering the last few days. I know people have come by to get me, but I only grow nauseated with the thought of going there.
[End Personal Log]
[Private to Mr. Scott]
You must think I've abandoned my duties, so all I can ask of you is forgiveness. I've been feeling unlike myself and very ill, and I know that's a pitiful excuse, but it's the only one I can offer. I haven't been feeling in the right state of mind lately.
[ooc: Sanjay is suffering from Acute Stress Disorder. Realistically, he'd probably have PTSD, but he'll recover from this soon...ish]
A big thank you to the engineering crew and medical staff, always valiant in times of need. It's an honor to work along side everyone after this incident, and especially Captain Kirk, what fearless leadership you have!
Sorry if anyone has been trying to reach me, I seem to have lost my PADD and, well, stress has its funny ways with the body and mind. I seem to be always exhausted, yet sleep evades me. Hopefully the rumors of a shore leave prove to be true, after all, I don't see the Enterprise going much further in this state.
[Personal Log/hackable]
My mother would be furious at me if she had known I stopped going to a temple and barely prayed ever since starting the academy, yet now I find myself asking Lord Vishnu for his guidance. I managed to dig an old candle out from a drawer and a photo...
I've been lost and avoidant lately, and no doubt something is seriously wrong. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can barely function with these flashbacks from the attacks plaguing me. Yet, I can't seem to remember all that happened that day, it's like some part of my mind is in a foggy haze.
I can't escape it either, almost every thought, conversation, question, answer - it's all about the disaster, so that's why I've stayed in my room. I can't bring myself to go out and interact with people; it's all they talk about. (Maybe I'm over exaggerating?)
I'm running the risk of being in serious trouble for not reporting to engineering the last few days. I know people have come by to get me, but I only grow nauseated with the thought of going there.
[End Personal Log]
[Private to Mr. Scott]
You must think I've abandoned my duties, so all I can ask of you is forgiveness. I've been feeling unlike myself and very ill, and I know that's a pitiful excuse, but it's the only one I can offer. I haven't been feeling in the right state of mind lately.
[ooc: Sanjay is suffering from Acute Stress Disorder. Realistically, he'd probably have PTSD, but he'll recover from this soon...ish]