May 31, 2006 03:40
come in come in come in to my world ive got to show show show you
come in to my bed ive got to know know know you
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so good today. Ms. Spektor is getting me through my thesis. that and really loud x-ray specs. interesting combo, really. the punk part makes sense with the, what, 10 pages i have on punk in my lit review *scale that down, you think?!? ha*
today i have written a total of 20 pages and im not half done. most of this has to be edited away and yeah this annoys me but doesnt make me feel like throwing in the towel.
its almost 4am and im still dancing with my headphones as i write, thank god, and i really should be using this valuable 9th wind on my paper. Fuck it. i need a break to drink more pepsi and stare sadly at another empty box of cigarettes, anyway.
and now its in russian. goddamn. beautiful. in the middle of apres moi, every time without fail, i convince myself to move out of the united states. annd i cant feel my right shoulder.
this is a fun entry. those of you reading this please dont fret. i work the best when im slap happy or dillusional. i should probably stay away from alcohol the next few days, come to think of it.