Goodness
I'm happy. Truly, actually, literally happy. This weekend was next to perfect. I feel wrapped in contentment, and it warms and comforts me.
Of course, I'm suspicious of such joy. How long will it last? Will it hurt when it ends? What if I just end up disappointed yet again?
But mostly, I bask in the glow of my happiness, mentally replaying this weekend over and over in my brain. I deserve this happiness - it is my due after so much pain.
Of course, I'm suspicious of such joy. How long will it last? Will it hurt when it ends? What if I just end up disappointed yet again?
But mostly, I bask in the glow of my happiness, mentally replaying this weekend over and over in my brain. I deserve this happiness - it is my due after so much pain.