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I'm starting to feel like life really will take care of me.
I was still hurting, after the breakup, with those endless nights and the moments where my heart just broke all over again. Getting better, sure, but still shaky, still unsure of my footing.
And then life just bowled me over with something so good that I can feel it restoring my equilibrium, my faith, even. I am solid, secure and serene, adjectives that have rarely, if ever, described me before.
I am afraid of this happiness, a little, after what happened last time. I remember how good and right it felt then, and I remember how it crashed and burned. How I crashed and burned.
But even with my fear, I am content, filled with a warmth, a confidence, a peacefulness that I've rarely felt before. And even when I think that nothing at all good will ever happen, that all is lost, I am swept up once again into live, into love, into something amazing and overpowering and intoxicating.
I could get used to this. Let's all hope that my heart will be treasured, this time, and not shattered.
I was still hurting, after the breakup, with those endless nights and the moments where my heart just broke all over again. Getting better, sure, but still shaky, still unsure of my footing.
And then life just bowled me over with something so good that I can feel it restoring my equilibrium, my faith, even. I am solid, secure and serene, adjectives that have rarely, if ever, described me before.
I am afraid of this happiness, a little, after what happened last time. I remember how good and right it felt then, and I remember how it crashed and burned. How I crashed and burned.
But even with my fear, I am content, filled with a warmth, a confidence, a peacefulness that I've rarely felt before. And even when I think that nothing at all good will ever happen, that all is lost, I am swept up once again into live, into love, into something amazing and overpowering and intoxicating.
I could get used to this. Let's all hope that my heart will be treasured, this time, and not shattered.