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[enravened]

So here I sit at work, my legs sore from inactivity. Nights like these are ideal for simply thinking; and I've come to realize a few simple truths, few of which are actually interesting.

Ever have a night like this?

I have not yet made a "Want List" for 2006, but I do want many things, as silly and ridiculous as some of them may be. Have you ever wanted something completely useless, with no practical application or value, but having it would give you that youthful joy you had ever-so-long ago?

Yet most of all, I want my mistakes back.

Here is my list.

I want to erase those days of educational laxity, To have on Paper proof of the work I am capable of.

I want to have my bright future back; The one I see in all of you.

I want back the days of Legion's "hostility", and the discovery of a lifelong passion.

I want to change my Nature, change genetics, and have the willpower to excorise restraint.

I want to take back my own misleadings, and those I gave to my closest friends.

I want to be a holder of Virtue, to be looked on as a decent and honorable man, unafraid of hard work.

I want to be a holder of Wisdom.

Summation: I just desire self-improvment, is all.

Now my question:

What do YOU want from 2006?

I know what my answer is.