3 days out (calm before all the huppah?)
I'm getting married in three days. I think this fact has yet to entirely seep in. Aside from the complete inability to concentrate on anything, or the random urges to grab my fiancee's hands and do a little dance, or pull the ketubah out to gaze upon it, or curl up in comfort next to nav on the sofa and read til we both grow drowsy and tumble into bed.
Where did September go?
In three days, I start a new chapter in my life. The wedding will be a fabulous party. There will be pie, and friends (alas not as many as I'd wish) and family (again!) and all the bounty of our years come back to surround us in joy and celebration.
Many many changes lie ahead, I'm sure. Some of them, I can already see in the lives of good friends and family, some will inevitably come out of the blue. But either way, navraze and I will face them together as we've always done.
Will I feel different? Will I be different? In a thousand little ways, yes and no and no and yes.
Where did September go?
In three days, I start a new chapter in my life. The wedding will be a fabulous party. There will be pie, and friends (alas not as many as I'd wish) and family (again!) and all the bounty of our years come back to surround us in joy and celebration.
Many many changes lie ahead, I'm sure. Some of them, I can already see in the lives of good friends and family, some will inevitably come out of the blue. But either way, navraze and I will face them together as we've always done.
Will I feel different? Will I be different? In a thousand little ways, yes and no and no and yes.