Panick attack! HEEEEELP!
Ok Ok just chill. I can do this! Can I? It's 1:01 am Wed-Thu, technically an hour into Thursday already. I just finished one essay, but still have to read it over and add the conclusion. I have three more essays to go, one half done...sort of. The others not even started. I have two days, if not less because I also have to spend 1 full day studying for my toxicology exam on Saturday morning. OMG! I am going to die! No, I'm going to fail and then I'll die. I can't physically do that! No! I can! Think positive. Visualize optimism streaming everywhere...hey maybe if I start shitting optimism, I'll make it. Yuck! I know! I'll stay up from now on...technically from 7 am this morning until Saturday evening. Wait, but I have to finish my internship hours as well...and who knows how many I have left. Panick! PANICK! HEEEEELP! Can anyone help me?! Of course not, this is my life. Screw-ups can't be fixed, just screwed up more. I have to convince myself that the drowsiness in my eyes and the exhaustion of my brain are just an illusion. It's all relative energy. Go back to work, you jerk! Ok, I will. There, I'm gone.