Again, it's been too long.
Sadly, I'm not on this site enough. MySpace has truly taken over!
Anyway, so, I guess you all want an update on my life as of right now? That works.
It seems like everyone always wants to know about your love life first, so, I'll get that out of the way.
I'm currently confused as hell.
Chris, currently one of my ex's but one of my best friends for life, is still madly in love with me and regrets ever breaking up with me. I'm falling for him again, but on the other side, I've got a boycrush on someone else. Meet Ben. I haven't even known him for that long yet, but he's hilarious, laid back, cute, and just fun to be with. He has his downpoints though (who doesn't?): he smokes weed occasionally, he lives 30-40 minutes away (which isn't bad compared to Maryland, 9 hours away), and he's going to college in a month. I really like this kid as well. I just feel like a rope in a tug of war match. Ugh. Help?
Summer is almost over, and I'm totally upset about it. I really don't want to return to high school, but, it's only one more year, right? I'm getting senior pictures done soon, and, that should be tons of fun. =] I of course have to get my band geek photos, my drama nerd photos, and my model photos done of course of course. ;) Well, next week, we have fair parade camp (worst thing ever, luckily it's my last year of it), and then the Monroe County Fair is the week after, and then BAND CAMP 2007! It's my last year, which is totally saddening, but I know that in the meantime, I have to get a new camera so that Sarah and I can have our MySpace photo shoots! Ha. I'll be playing Sousaphone in band this year, oh man is that going to be CRAZY! It's totally going to be worth it though. Which reminds me...our show this year is the bomb! We're playing: The Hand That Feeds by Nine Inch Nails, Frankenstein by Edgar Winter Group, Too Much Time On My Hands by Styx, and Cat Scratch Fever by Ted Nugent. Oh heck yes! I'm stoked! I'm just worried about fast carrying with a sousaphone...ha.
I guess that's truly about it, I'm going back on my anti-depressants, because, I feel that I need to be on them again. Something's not clicking upstairs. My psychologist is going to put me through more testing (at my request) because I feel that I'm more mental than already diagnosed. We'll see, we'll see.
Talk to everyone later? =]
-Corynne
Anyway, so, I guess you all want an update on my life as of right now? That works.
It seems like everyone always wants to know about your love life first, so, I'll get that out of the way.
I'm currently confused as hell.
Chris, currently one of my ex's but one of my best friends for life, is still madly in love with me and regrets ever breaking up with me. I'm falling for him again, but on the other side, I've got a boycrush on someone else. Meet Ben. I haven't even known him for that long yet, but he's hilarious, laid back, cute, and just fun to be with. He has his downpoints though (who doesn't?): he smokes weed occasionally, he lives 30-40 minutes away (which isn't bad compared to Maryland, 9 hours away), and he's going to college in a month. I really like this kid as well. I just feel like a rope in a tug of war match. Ugh. Help?
Summer is almost over, and I'm totally upset about it. I really don't want to return to high school, but, it's only one more year, right? I'm getting senior pictures done soon, and, that should be tons of fun. =] I of course have to get my band geek photos, my drama nerd photos, and my model photos done of course of course. ;) Well, next week, we have fair parade camp (worst thing ever, luckily it's my last year of it), and then the Monroe County Fair is the week after, and then BAND CAMP 2007! It's my last year, which is totally saddening, but I know that in the meantime, I have to get a new camera so that Sarah and I can have our MySpace photo shoots! Ha. I'll be playing Sousaphone in band this year, oh man is that going to be CRAZY! It's totally going to be worth it though. Which reminds me...our show this year is the bomb! We're playing: The Hand That Feeds by Nine Inch Nails, Frankenstein by Edgar Winter Group, Too Much Time On My Hands by Styx, and Cat Scratch Fever by Ted Nugent. Oh heck yes! I'm stoked! I'm just worried about fast carrying with a sousaphone...ha.
I guess that's truly about it, I'm going back on my anti-depressants, because, I feel that I need to be on them again. Something's not clicking upstairs. My psychologist is going to put me through more testing (at my request) because I feel that I'm more mental than already diagnosed. We'll see, we'll see.
Talk to everyone later? =]
-Corynne