so now that I'm in Vermont . . .

[ennuiboy]

Things I feel:
shame
guilt
anger (but not always for good reason)
loneliness
impatience
deficiency
futility
and

confident.

so damnit all, i wish a lot hadn't happened since i've been here, and i wish a lot actually had instead, so . . .

what do you think the duality of self is all about? fact or fiction? truth or desperation?

oh i whine into the unfathomable abyss of the Internet hoping that my modern yuppie pain will be lost within it.