Impatient
I'm feeling really impatient with life. I just want things to hurry up and change for the better. I want something exciting to FINALLY happen in this town and for me to forget the past and move on to something I can be just as content with. Because sooner or later I have to let go. have you ever closed your eyes real tight and concentrated real hard, and truly believed that when you opened them, all of your problems would magically disapear(better body, grades, relationships, commitment, strength, discipline....etc.) only to open them to the same dirty room and the same worn out, caved-in feeling body? I just don't know how far I can push myself to make things better.....for now, I'll quit bitching and suck it up.