Oct 06, 2005 11:08
I should be studying for my statistics exam tonight but instead I am procrastinating by writing in my live journal...bad Brianne. Oh well. So my dad called me the other day, and said something about my sister applying to UF for next Fall, and if not that, then Santa Fe...which means she is most likely coming up here. I might be living with her if that is the case...which I think could be really cool...I think.
I am so frustruated right now with everything. One exam out of the way this morning, only to study for another one I have tonight. To make matters worse, I have no money and it sucks! I feel like I haven't been spending anything either, but I still have nothing. Weird. I get paid tomorrow and it's going to be a 30 dollar paycheck probably since I worked barely any hours during the last pay period. Hopefully my next paycheck will be bigger, although I don't know, we will see. I am just hating life right now cause I feel cranky, tired, stressed out and disgusting. I feel like going to sleep for a week and not doing anything or talking to anyone. Whatever. I was going to make these cute craft project things tomorrow since there are no classes and I have nothing to do, but I don't even have money to go to the store and buy the crap cause my life sucks right now. Ahhhghhhhh! And I feel guilty even thinking these things, although I can't help it, because I know that there are people in this world who have it a billion times worse than I do, and I should be grateful...but it's hard, especially when you are around others who have it a billion times easier all the time. Life just sucks like that I guess.
I think I need to go watch my last lecture right now and do some studying. Later.