Sep 13, 2005 23:55
I am way beyond angry and frustruated right with things right now. I have too much stuff to get done and not enough time to get it done in. I hate having exams back to back or on the same days as exams for my other classes. But apparently that's the way my life works, a whole cluster of exams within one or two days of each other....which begin next week. And I am going home this weekend, which means I won't be getting very much work done...so that makes me more stressed out. My exams begin when I get back. Add to that, work, Ad Society crap, money issues(mainly me not having any), issues with myself, and many many other stressful things (and yes, there are too many to list). I am so aggravated with classes, work, other things, people, and more. I wish I could cook! I feel like a failure in that department because everything I try to cook is always ruined somehow. I hate online classes and the inconvenience they cause my life too!!!! Between work and school, I have little to no time for anything else. I haven't been to the gym in two days, which is throwing off my schedule and making me feel hugely fat and disgusting. And I have been living off of coffee to try and stay awake so I can do more work at night. Oh yeah...I feel like I spend all of my time listening to other people's problems and then I have no one to vent to about my own for fear of sounding like a whiner. Maybe I should just go pay a therapist to sit and listen to me complain for once so that I don't have to keep everything bottled up inside of me. But wait, that would involve using money I don't have. Riiiight. I feel like crying...again...which would make it the third time today. I should go now so I can go take my online marketing quiz and then proceed to watch a few more lectures till all hours of the morning.