Experience Jigoku: The Diary of the Hell Girl Revealed

[enmaai_13]

The anime Jigoku Shoujo is an intelligent and inspiring story of pursuing vengeance, compassion and chase for survival. It depicts the tale of the beautiful Hell Girl, a prisoner of her own fate and sin. Her job is to send souls to hell by request of a victimized person. Ai Enma is the Hell Girl, who will ask for a non-negotiable bargain: a soul

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Re: *holds gently*

[jun_watarase]

No, not at all, Ai-san. *Smiles gently* This is an honest truth.

We make choices

[enmaai_13]

*let goes*

*looks away*

Forgive me...if you do not wish to talk about it, I would not pursue. It was rude and harsh of me to look inside you. I guess it's a habit I have cultivated

Re: We make choices

[jun_watarase]

There's nothing to forgive. I meant what I said.

Perhaps I should ask you for your forgiveness for making you feel uncomfortable.

*smiles faintly*

[enmaai_13]

I am not good with people...*looks from afar* The modern world is at its constant speed. Sometimes when I sit on a sidewalk and watch the people go, I feel old that I no longer belong in this time and place.

But I made a choice and suffered consequences. I would like to tell you though that during my sentence I have understood why people just don't want to be aware of mortality. But with or without your own awareness, there would be a time when you will face it.

*sulks quietly*

*looks back; stares* It is not my wish to tell you such a depressing thought.

Re: *smiles faintly*

[jun_watarase]

I have no other sorts of thoughts, though I'm not manically depressed, mind you. I love hearing what you have to say...

Excuse me if I suddenly disappear. It's past 4:00 in the morning, and I should sleep. But in the event that I do, I'd like you to know that I enjoyed our conversation, thus far, Ai-san...

*bows politely*

[enmaai_13]

Thank you for accompanying me then.

*takes Jun's hand*

I would sincerely look forward for your return.

Re: *bows politely*

[jun_watarase]

Likewise, Ai-san.

Though, one last thing before I depart. *Places a flower in her dark hair and brushes a hand against the soft, pale skin upon her face.* As for not belonging, I can only feel a percentage of what you mean. I'm not usually concerned with this, because I'm normally isolated at home, away from the outside world. However, once I leave, I understand the feelings of not belonging... to some extent. With the company of people, I often feel dislocated from the group, or society in general. Human contact might be essential for mental health, but how much do we really need? And us conversing now-- this is enough, is it not?

As your new friend, I don't mind us not belonging in this world... together.

Re: *bows politely*

[jun_watarase]

P.S.

...

Red spider lilies are my favorite flowers.

In this world...with me...

[enmaai_13]

Would you be brave to do that?

Yes...I like the flowers too. Wanyuundo takes good care of them. They provide good company. Thank you for telling me about how essential human contact is.

To be honest when you touched me, I somehown felt it.