[JMM] In a life or death situation, would you save yourself or someone you loved? Why?
[Set in justtostayalive. Sam = likely_evil.]
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I don’t have many people that I love. Most of that is more my fault than anything else, but there aren’t many. I didn’t really have the luxury of time-not that it’s any excuse, but I didn’t, and I still don’t. I didn’t allow people to get close, because that meant it was only going to hurt more when it was over. And-I couldn’t afford to hurt more than I already was.
So I suppose that the answer to that is myself. I would save myself first. I don’t have anyone that I’m so loyal to that I would put my life on the line for them, especially when my life was so limited as it was. Well, at least, it was me. Now-things are quite different.
I don’t know what he wants from me. He tells me that he just wants to help, but-there’s always a catch. Always. I’m not an idiot. I know that everyone who claims to do something for them out of the kindness of their heart is usually just looking to make sure they have something they can hold over their head in return. I don’t like living in anyone’s debt. I’ve spent the last ten years of my life with this deal hanging over my head, and I don’t want to get out of it, only to be stuck in another one instead.
Even if he seems sincere. Even if he’s Sam Winchester.
If he succeeds here, this answer may change. If he saves me, I might consider Sam a person I would give my life to save. Other than that, however-I can’t be bothered to give a damn for anyone else. I just haven’t been afforded that kind of time.
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I don’t have many people that I love. Most of that is more my fault than anything else, but there aren’t many. I didn’t really have the luxury of time-not that it’s any excuse, but I didn’t, and I still don’t. I didn’t allow people to get close, because that meant it was only going to hurt more when it was over. And-I couldn’t afford to hurt more than I already was.
So I suppose that the answer to that is myself. I would save myself first. I don’t have anyone that I’m so loyal to that I would put my life on the line for them, especially when my life was so limited as it was. Well, at least, it was me. Now-things are quite different.
I don’t know what he wants from me. He tells me that he just wants to help, but-there’s always a catch. Always. I’m not an idiot. I know that everyone who claims to do something for them out of the kindness of their heart is usually just looking to make sure they have something they can hold over their head in return. I don’t like living in anyone’s debt. I’ve spent the last ten years of my life with this deal hanging over my head, and I don’t want to get out of it, only to be stuck in another one instead.
Even if he seems sincere. Even if he’s Sam Winchester.
If he succeeds here, this answer may change. If he saves me, I might consider Sam a person I would give my life to save. Other than that, however-I can’t be bothered to give a damn for anyone else. I just haven’t been afforded that kind of time.
292 words